飘(乱世佳人) 作者:玛格丽特.米切尔
Gone with the Wind 飘(乱世佳人) 作者:玛格丽特.米切尔


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    CHAPTER III
    第三章
    
    
    ELLEN O’HARA was thirty-two years old, and, according to the standards of her day, she was a middle-aged woman, one who had borne six children and buried three. She was a tall woman, standing a head higher than her fiery little husband, but she moved with such quiet grace in her swaying hoops that the height attracted no attention to itself. Her neck, rising from the black taffeta sheath of her basque, was creamy-skinned, rounded and slender, and it seemed always tilted slightly backward by the weight of her luxuriant hair in its net at the back of her head. From her French mother, whose parents had fled Haiti in the Revolution of 1791, had come her slanting dark eyes, shadowed by inky lashes, and her black hair; and from her father, a soldier of Napoleon, she had her long straight nose and her square-cut jaw that was softened by the gentle curving of her cheeks. But only from life could Ellen’s face have acquired its look of pride that had no haughtiness, its graciousness, its melancholy and its utter lack of humor.
    爱伦·奥哈拉现年32岁,依当时的标准已是个中年妇人,她生有六个孩子,但其中三个已经夭折。她高高的,比那位火爆性子的矮个儿丈夫高出一头,不过她的举止是那么文静,走起路来只见那条长裙子轻盈地摇摆,这样也就不显得怎么高了。她那奶酪色的脖颈圆圆的,细细的,从紧身上衣的黑绸圆领中端端正正地伸出来,但由于脑后那把戴着网套的丰盈秀发颇为浓重,便常常显得略后向仰。她母亲是法国人,是一对从1791年革命中逃亡到海地来的夫妇所生,她给爱伦遗传了这双在墨黑睫毛下略略倾斜的黑眼睛和这一头黑发。她父亲是拿破仑军队中的一名士兵,传给她一个长长的、笔直的鼻子和一个有棱有角的方颚,只不过后者在她两颊的柔美曲线的调和下显得不那么惹眼了。同时爱伦的脸也仅仅通过生活才养马了现在这副庄严而并不觉得傲慢的模样,这种优雅,这种忧郁而毫无幽默感的神态。
    She would have been a strikingly beautiful woman had there been any glow in her eyes, any responsive warmth in her smile or any spontaneity in her voice that fell with gentle melody on the ears of her family and her servants. She spoke in the soft slurring voice of the coastal Georgian, liquid of vowels, kind to consonants and with the barest trace of French accent. It was a voice never raised in command to a servant or reproof to a child but a voice that was obeyed instantly at Tara, where her husband’s blustering and roaring were quietly disregarded.
    如果她的眼神中有一点焕发的光采,她的笑容中带有一点殷勤的温煦,她那使儿女和仆人听来感到轻柔的声音中有一点自然的韵味,那她便是一个非常漂亮的女人了。她说话用的是海滨佐治亚人那种柔和而有点含糊的口音,元音是流音,子音咬得不怎么准,略略带法语腔调。这是一种即使命令仆人或斥责儿女时也从不提高的声音,但也是在塔拉农场人人都随时服从的声音,而她的丈夫的大喊大叫在那里却经常被悄悄地忽略了。
    As far back as Scarlett could remember, her mother had always been the same, her voice soft and sweet whether in praising or in reproving, her manner efficient and unruffled despite the daily emergencies of Gerald’s turbulent household, her spirit always calm and her back unbowed, even in the deaths of her three baby sons. Scarlett had never seen her mother’s back touch the back of any chair on which she sat. Nor had she ever seen her sit down without a bit of needlework in her hands, except at mealtime, while attending the sick or while working at the bookkeeping of the plantation. It was delicate embroidery if company were present, but at other times her hands were occupied with Gerald’s ruffled shirts, the girls’ dresses or garments for the slaves. Scarlett could not imagine her mother’s hands without her gold thimble or her rustling figure unaccompanied by the small negro girl whose sole function in life was to remove basting threads and carry the rosewood sewing box from room to room, as Ellen moved about the house superintending the cooking, the cleaning and the wholesale clothes-making for the plantation.
    从思嘉记得的最早时候起,她母亲便一直是这个样子,她的声音,无论在称赞或者责备别人时,总是那么柔和而甜蜜;她的态度,尽管杰拉尔德在纷纷扰扰的家事中经常要出点乱子,却始终是那么沉着,应付自如;她的精神总是平静的,脊背总是挺直的,甚至在她的三个幼儿夭折时也是这样。思嘉从没见过母亲坐着时将背靠在椅子背上,也从没见过她手里不拿点针线活儿便坐下来(除了吃饭),即使是陪伴病人或审核农场账目的时候。在有客人在场时,她手里是精巧的刺绣,别的时候则是缝制杰拉尔德的衬衫、女孩子的衣裳或农奴们的衣服。思嘉很难想象母亲手上不戴那个金顶针,或者她那一路啊啊啊啊的身影后面没有那个黑女孩,后者一生中唯一的任务是给她拆绷线,以及当爱伦为了检查烹饪、洗涤和大批的缝纫活儿而在满屋子四处乱跑动时,捧着那个红木针线拿儿从一个房间走到另一个房间。
    She had never seen her mother stirred from her austere placidity, nor her personal appointments anything but perfect, no matter what the hour of day or night. When Ellen was dressing for a ball or for guests or even to go to Jonesboro for Court Day, it frequently required two hours, two maids and Mammy to turn her out to her own satisfaction; but her swift toilets in times of emergency were amazing.
    思嘉从未见过母亲庄重安谦的神态被打扰的时候,她个人的衣着也总是那么整整嬷嬷,无论白天黑夜都毫无二致。每当爱伦为了参加舞会,接待客人或者到琼斯博罗去旁听法庭审判而梳妆时,那就得花上两个钟头的时间,让两位女仆和嬷嬷帮着打扮,直到自己满意为止;不过到了紧急时刻,她的梳妆功夫便惊人地加快了。
    Scarlett, whose room lay across the hall from her mother’s, knew from babyhood the soft sound of scurrying bare black feet on the hardwood floor in the hours of dawn, the urgent tappings on her mother’s door, and the muffled, frightened negro voices that whispered of sickness and birth and death in the long row of whitewashed cabins in the quarters. As a child, she often had crept to the door and, peeping through the tiniest crack, had seen Ellen emerge from the dark room, where Gerald’s snores were rhythmic and untroubled, into the flickering light of an upheld candle, her medicine case under her arm, her hair smoothed neatly place, and no button on her basque unlooped.
    思嘉的房间在她母亲房间的对面,中间隔着个穿堂。她从小就熟悉了:在天亮前什么时候一个光着脚的黑人急促脚步在硬木地板上轻轻走过,接着是母亲房门上匆忙的叩击声,然后是黑人那低沉而带惊慌的耳语,报告本地区那长排白棚屋里有人生病了,死了,或者养了孩子。那时她还很小,常常爬到门口去,从狭窄的门缝里窥望,看到爱伦从黑暗的房间里出来,同时听到里面杰拉尔德平静而有节奏的鼾声;母亲让黑人手中的蜡烛照着,臂下挟着药品箱,头发已梳得熨熨贴贴,紧身上衣的钮扣也会扣好了。
    It had always been so soothing to Scarlett to hear her mother whisper, firmly but compassionately, as she tiptoed down the hall: “Hush, not so loudly. You will wake Mr. O’Hara. They are not sick enough to die.”
    思嘉听到母亲踮着脚尖轻轻走过厅堂,并坚定而怜悯地低声说:“嘘,别这么大声说话。会吵醒奥哈拉先生的。他们还不至于病得要死吧。"此时,她总有一种安慰的感觉。
    Yes, it was good to creep back into bed and know that Ellen was abroad in the night and everything was right.
    是的,她知道爱伦已经摸黑外出,一切正常,便爬回去重新躺到床上睡了。
    In the mornings, after all-night sessions at births and deaths, when old Dr. Fontaine and young Dr. Fontaine were both out on calls and could not be found to help her, Ellen presided at the breakfast table as usual, her dark eyes circled with weariness but her voice and manner revealing none of the strain. There was a steely quality under her stately gentleness that awed the whole household, Gerald as well as the girls, though he would have died rather than admit it.
    早晨,经过抢救产妇和婴儿的通宵忙乱----那时老方丹大夫和年轻的方丹大夫都已外出应诊,没法来帮她的忙----然后,爱伦又像通常那样作为主妇在餐桌旁出现了,她那黝黑的眼圆略有倦色,可是声音和神态都没有流露丝毫的紧张感。她那庄重的温柔下面有一种钢铁般的品性,它使包托杰拉尔德和姑娘们在内的全家无不感到敬畏,虽然杰拉尔德宁死也不愿承认这一点。
    Sometimes when Scarlett tiptoed at night to kiss her tall mother’s cheek, she looked up at the mouth with its too short, too tender upper lip, a mouth too easily hurt by the world, and wondered if it had ever curved in silly girlish giggling or whispered secrets through long nights to intimate girl friends. But no, that wasn’t possible. Mother had always been just as she was, a pillar of strength, a fount of wisdom, the one person who knew the answers to everything.
    思嘉有时夜里轻轻走去亲吻高个子母亲的面颊,她仰望着那张上唇显得太短太柔嫩的嘴,那张太容易为世人所伤害的嘴,她不禁暗想它是否也曾像娇憨的姑娘那样格格地笑过,或者同知心的女友通宵达旦喁喁私语。可是,不,这是不可能的。母亲从来就是现在这个模样,是一根力量的支柱,一个智慧的源泉,一位对任何问题都能够解答的人。
    But Scarlett was wrong, for, years before, Ellen Robillard of Savannah had giggled as inexplicably as any fifteen-year-old in that charming coastal city and whispered the long nights through with friends, exchanging confidences, telling all secrets but one. That was the year when Gerald O’Hara, twenty-eight years older than she, came into her life—the year, too, when youth and her black-eyed cousin, Philippe Robillard, went out of it. For when Philippe, with his snapping eyes and his wild ways, left Savannah forever, he took with him the glow that was in Ellen’s heart and left for the bandy-legged little Irishman who married her only a gentle shell.
    但是思嘉错了,因为多年以前,萨凡纳州的爱伦·罗毕拉德也曾像那个迷个的海滨城市里的每一位15岁的姑娘那样格格地笑过,也曾同朋友们通宵达旦喁喁私语,互谈理想,倾诉衷肠,只有一个秘密除外。就是在那一年,比她大28岁的杰拉尔德·奥哈拉闯进了她的生活----也是那一年,青春和她那黑眼睛表兄菲利普·罗毕拉德从她的生活中消退了。
    But that was enough for Gerald, overwhelmed at his unbelievable luck in actually marrying her. And if anything was gone from her, he never missed it. Shrewd man that he was, he knew that it was no less than a miracle that he, an Irishman with nothing of family and wealth to recommend him, should win the daughter of one of the wealthiest and proudest families on the Coast. For Gerald was a self-made man.
    因为,当菲利普连同他那双闪闪发光的眼睛和那种放荡不羁的习性永远离开萨凡纳时,他把爱伦心中的光辉也带走了,只给后来娶她的这位罗圈腿矮个儿爱尔兰人留下了一个温驯的躯壳。
    
    不过对杰拉尔德这也就够了,他还因为真正娶上了她这一难以相信的幸运而吓坏了呢。而且,如果她身上失掉了什么,他也从不觉得可惜。他是个精明人,懂得像他这样一个既无门第又无财产但好吹嘘的爱尔兰人,居然娶到海滨各洲中最富有最荣耀人家的女儿,也算得上是一个奇迹了。要知道,杰拉尔德是个白手起家的人。
    Gerald had come to America from Ireland when he was twenty-one. He had come hastily, as many a better and worse Irishman before and since, with the clothes he had on his back, two shillings above his passage money and a price on his head that he felt was larger than his misdeed warranted. There was no Orangeman this side of hell worth a hundred pounds to the British government or to the devil himself; but if the government felt so strongly about the death of an English absentee landlord’s rent agent, it was time for Gerald O’Hara to be leaving and leaving suddenly. True, he had called the rent agent “a bastard of an Orangeman,” but that, according to Gerald’s way of looking at it, did not give the man any right to insult him by whistling the opening bars of “The Boyne Water.”
    21岁那年杰拉尔德来到美国。他是匆匆而来像以前或以后许多好好坏坏的爱尔兰人那样,因为他只带着身上穿的衣服和买船票剩下的两个先令,以及悬赏捉拿他的那个身价,而且他觉得这个身价比他的罪行所应得的还高了一些。世界上还没有一个奥兰治派分子值得英国政府或魔鬼本身出一百镑的;但是如果政府对于一个英国的不在地主地租代理人的死会那么认真,那么杰拉尔德·奥哈拉的突然出走便是适时的了。的确,他曾经称呼过地租代理人为"奥兰治派野崽子"不过,按照杰拉尔德对此事的看法,这并不使那个人就有权哼着《博因河之歌》那开头几句来侮辱他。
    The Battle of the Boyne had been fought more than a hundred years before, but, to the O’Haras and their neighbors, it might have been yesterday when their hopes and their dreams, as well as their lands and wealth, went off in the same cloud of dust that enveloped a frightened and fleeing Stuart prince, leaving William of Orange and his hated troops with their orange cockades to cut down the Irish adherents of the Stuarts.
    博因河战役是一百多年以前的事了,但是在奥哈拉家族和他们的邻里看来,就像昨天发生的事,那时他们的希望和梦想,他们的土地和钱财,都在那团卷着一位惊惶逃路的斯图尔特王子的魔雾中消失了,只留下奥兰治王室的威廉和他那带着奥兰治帽徽的军队来屠杀斯图尔特王朝的爱尔兰依附者了。
    For this and other reasons, Gerald’s family was not inclined to view the fatal outcome of this quarrel as anything very serious, except for the fact that it was charged with serious consequences. For years, the O’Haras had been in bad odor with the English constabulary on account of suspected activities against the government, and Gerald was not the first O’Hara to take his foot in his hand and quit Ireland between dawn and morning. His two oldest brothers, James and Andrew, he hardly remembered, save as close-lipped youths who came and went at odd hours of the night on mysterious errands or disappeared for weeks at a time, to their mother’s gnawing anxiety. They had come to America years before, after the discovery of a small arsenal of rifles buried under the O’Hara pigsty. Now they were successful merchants in Savannah, “though the dear God alone knows where that may be,” as their mother always interpolated when mentioning the two oldest of her male brood, and it was to them that young Gerald was sent.
    由于这个以及别的原因,杰拉尔德的家庭并不想把这场争吵的毁灭结果看得十分严重,只把它看作是一桩有严重影响的事而已。多年来,奥哈拉家与英国警察部门的关系很不好,原因是被怀疑参与了反政府活动,而杰拉尔德并不是奥哈拉家族中头一个暗中离开爱尔兰的人。他几乎想不其他的两个哥哥詹姆斯和安德鲁,只记得两个闷声不响的年轻人,他们时常在深夜来来去去,干一些神秘的钩当,或者一走就是好几个星期,使母亲焦急万分。他们是许多年前人们在奥哈拉家猪圈里发现在一批理藏的来福枪之到美国的。现在他们已在萨凡纳作生意发了家,"虽然只有上帝才知道那地方究竟在哪里"----他们母亲提起这两个大儿子时老是这样说,年轻的杰拉尔德就是给送到两位哥哥这里来的。
    He left home with his mother’s hasty kiss on his cheek and her fervent Catholic blessing in his ears, and his father’s parting admonition, “Remember who ye are and don’t be taking nothing off no man.” His five tall brothers gave him good-by with admiring but slightly patronizing smiles, for Gerald was the baby and the little one of a brawny family.
    离家出走时,母亲在他脸上匆匆吻了一下,并贴着耳朵说了一声天主教的祝福,父亲则给了临别赠言,"要记住自己是谁,不要学别人的样。"他的五位高个子兄弟羡慕而略带关注地微笑着向他道了声再见,因为杰拉尔德在强壮的一家人中是最小和最矮的一个。
    His five brothers and their father stood six feet and over and broad in proportion, but little Gerald, at twenty-one, knew that five feet four and a half inches was as much as the Lord in His wisdom was going to allow him. It was like Gerald that he never wasted regrets on his lack of height and never found it an obstacle to his acquisition of anything he wanted. Rather, it was Gerald’s compact smallness that made him what he was, for he had learned early that little people must be hardy to survive among large ones. And Gerald was hardy.
    他父亲和五个哥哥都身六英尺以上,其粗壮的程度也很相称,可是21岁的小个子杰拉尔德懂得,五英尺四英寸半便是上帝所能赐给他的最大高度了。对杰拉尔德来说,他从不以自己身材矮小而自怨自艾,也从不认为这会阻碍他去获得自己所需要的一切。更确切些不如说,正是杰拉尔德的矮小精干使他成为现在这样,因为他早就明白矮小的人必须在高大者中间顽强地活下去。而杰拉尔德是顽强的。
    His tall brothers were a grim, quiet lot, in whom the family tradition of past glories, lost forever, rankled in unspoken hate and crackled out in bitter humor. Had Gerald been brawny, he would have gone the way of the other O’Haras and moved quietly and darkly among the rebels against the government But Gerald was “loud-mouthed and bullheaded,” as his mother fondly phrased it, hair trigger of temper, quick with his fists and possessed of a chip on his shoulder so large as to be almost visible to the naked eye. He swaggered among the tall O’Haras like a strutting bantam in a barnyard of giant Cochin roosters, and they loved him, baited him affectionately to hear him roar and hammered on him with their large fists no more than was necessary to keep a baby brother in his proper place.
    他那些高个儿哥哥是些冷酷寡言的人,在他们身上,历史光荣的传统已经永远消失,沦落为默默的仇恨,爆裂出痛苦的幽默来了。要是杰拉尔德也生来强壮,他就会走上向奥哈拉家族中其他人的道路,在反政府的行列中悄悄地、神秘地干起来。可杰拉尔德像他母亲钟爱地形容的那样,是个"高嗓门,笨脑袋",嬷嬷暴躁,动辄使拳头,并且盛气凌人,叫人见人怕。他在那些高大的奥哈拉家族的人中间,就像一只神气十足的矮脚鸡在满院子大个儿雄鸡中间那样,故意昂首阔步,而他们都爱护他,亲切地怂恿地高声喊叫,必要时也只伸出他们的大拳头敲他几下,让这位小弟弟不要太得意忘形了。
    If the educational equipment which Gerald brought to America was scant, he did not even know it. Nor would he have cared if he had been told. His mother had taught him to read and to write a clear hand. He was adept at ciphering. And there his book knowledge stopped. The only Latin he knew was the responses of the Mass and the only history the manifold wrongs of Ireland. He knew no poetry save that of Moore and no music except the songs of Ireland that had come down through the years. While he entertained the liveliest respect for those who had more book learning than he, he never felt his own lack. And what need had he of these things in a new country where the most ignorant of bogtrotters had made great fortunes? in this country which asked only that a man be strong and unafraid of work?
    到美国来之前,杰拉尔德没有受过多少教育,可是他对此并不怎么有自知之明。其实,即使别人给他指出,他也不会在意。他母亲教过他读书写字。他很善于作算术题。他的书本知识就只这些。他唯一懂得的拉丁文是作弥撒时应答牧师的用语,唯一的历史知识则是爱尔兰的种种冤屈。他在诗歌方面,只知道穆尔的作品,音乐则限于历代流传下来的爱尔兰歌曲。他尽管对那些比他较有学问的人怀有敬意,可是从来也不感觉到自己的缺陷。而且,在一个新的国家,在一个连那些最愚昧的爱尔兰人也在此发了大财的国家,在一个只要求你强壮不怕干活的国家,他需要这些东西干什么呢?
    Nor did James and Andrew, who took him into their store in Savannah, regret his lack of education. His clear hand, his accurate figures and his shrewd ability in bargaining won their respect, where a knowledge of literature and a fine appreciation of music, had young Gerald possessed them, would have moved them to snorts of contempt. America, in the early years of the century, had been kind to the Irish. James and Andrew, who had begun by hauling goods in covered wagons from Savannah to Georgia’s inland towns, had prospered into a store of their own, and Gerald prospered with them.
    詹姆斯和安德鲁并不认为自己很少受教育是一桩憾事。
    He liked the South, and he soon became, in his own opinion, a Southerner. There was much about the South—and Southerners—that he would never comprehend; but, with the wholeheartedness that was his nature, he adopted its ideas and customs, as he understood them, for his own—poker and horse racing, red-hot politics and the code duello, States’ Rights and damnation to all Yankees, slavery and King Cotton, contempt for white trash and exaggerated courtesy to women. He even learned to chew tobacco. There was no need for him to acquire a good head for whisky, he had been born with one.
    他们收留杰拉尔德进了他们的萨凡纳的商店。他的字迹清楚,算数算得准确,与顾客谈起生意来也很精明,因此赢得了两位哥哥的期重;至于文学知识和欣赏音乐的修养,年轻的杰拉尔德即使具有,也只会引其他们的嗤笑。在本世纪初,美国对爱尔兰人还很和气,詹姆斯和安德鲁开始时用帆布篷车从萨凡纳往佐治亚的内地城镇运送货物,后来赚了钱便自己开店,杰拉尔德也就跟着他们发迹了。
    But Gerald remained Gerald. His habits of living and his ideas changed, but his manners he would not change, even had he been able to change them. He admired the drawling elegance of the wealthy rice and cotton planters, who rode into Savannah from their moss-hung kingdoms, mounted on thoroughbred horses and followed by the carriages of their equally elegant ladies and the wagons of their slaves. But Gerald could never attain elegance. Their lazy, blurred voices fell pleasantly on his ears, but his own brisk brogue clung to his tongue. He liked the casual grace with which they conducted affairs of importance, risking a fortune, a plantation or a slave on the turn of a card and writing off their losses with careless good humor and no more ado than when they scattered pennies to pickaninnies. But Gerald had known poverty, and he could never learn to lose money with good humor or good grace. They were a pleasant race, these coastal Georgians, with their soft-voiced, quick rages and their charming inconsistencies, and Gerald liked them. But there was a brisk and restless vitality about the young Irishman, fresh from a country where winds blew wet and chill, where misty swamps held no fevers, that set him apart from these indolent gentle-folk of semi-tropical weather and malarial marshes.
    他喜欢南方,并且自己以为很快就成了南方人。的确,关于南方和南方人,有许多东西是他永远也不会理解的,不过,南方人的有些思想习惯,如玩扑克,赛马,争论政治和举行决斗,争取州权和咒骂北方佬,维护奴隶制和棉花至上主义,轻视下流白人和过分讨好妇女,等等,他一旦理解便全心全意地接受,并成为他自己的了。他甚至学会了咀嚼烟叶。至于喝威士忌的本领,他生来就已经具备,那是不用学的。
    From them he learned what he found useful, and the rest he dismissed. He found poker the most useful of all Southern customs, poker and a steady head for whisky; and it was his natural aptitude for cards and amber liquor that brought to Gerald two of his three most prized possessions, his valet and his plantation. The other was his wife, and he could only attribute her to the mysterious kindness of God.
    然而,杰拉尔德还是杰拉尔德。他的生活习惯和思想变了,但他不愿改变自己的态度,即使他能够改变。他羡慕那种稻米棉花的富裕地主,羡慕他们慢条斯理,温文尔雅地骑着纯种马,后面是载着他们文质彬彬的太太们马车和奴隶们的大车,从他们的古旧王国向萨凡纳迤逦而来。可是杰拉尔德永远也学不会文雅。他们那种懒洋洋的含糊不清的声音,他沉得特别悦耳,但他们自己那轻快的土腔却总是吊在舌头上摆脱不了。他们处理重大事务时,在一张牌上赌押一笔财产、一个农场或一个奴隶时,以及像向黑人孩子撒钱币仅的将他们的损失惬意地轻轻勾销时,那种满不在乎地神气是他十分喜爱的。然而杰拉尔德已经懂得什么叫贫穷,因此永远学不会惬意而体面地输钱。他们是个快乐的民族,这些海滨佐治亚人,声音柔和,容易生气,有时前后矛盾得十分可爱,所以杰拉尔德喜欢他们。不过,这位年轻的爱尔兰人身上充满了活泼好动的生机,他是刚刚从一个风冷雾温但多雾的沼泽不产生热病的因家出来的,这便把他同这些出生亚热带气候和瘴气温地中的懒惰绅士们截然分开了。
    The, valet. Pork by name, shining black, dignified and trained in all the arts of sartorial elegance, was the result of an all-night poker game with a planter from St. Simons Island, whose courage in a bluff equaled Gerald’s but whose head for New Orleans rum did not. Though Pork’s former owner later offered to buy him back at twice his value, Gerald obstinately refused, for the possession of his first slave, and that slave the “best damn valet on the Coast,” was the first step upward toward his heart’s desire, Gerald wanted to be a slave owner and a landed gentleman.
    从他们那里他学到了他发现有用的东西,其余的便拒绝了。他发现玩扑克牌是所有的南方习俗中最有用的,只要会打扑克,加上一个喝威士忌的海量,就行了。玩牌和喝酒是杰拉尔德的天生癖性,给他带来了平生三样最受赞赏的财富中的两位,即他的管家和他的农常另一样便是他的妻子,他只能把她看作是上帝的神奇赐予了。
    His mind was made up that he was not going to spend all of his days, like Tames and Andrew, in bargaining, or all his nights, by candlelight, over long columns of figures. He felt keenly, as his brothers did not, the social stigma attached to those “in trade.” Gerald wanted to be a planter. With the deep hunger of an Irishman who has been a tenant on the lands his people once had owned and hunted, he wanted to see his own acres stretching green before his eyes. With a ruthless singleness of purpose, he desired his own house, his own plantation, his own horse, his own slaves. And here in this new country, safe from the twin perils of the land he had left—taxation that ate up crops and barns and the ever-present threat of sudden confiscation—he intended to have them. But having that ambition and bringing it to realization were two different matters, he discovered as time went by. Coastal Georgia was too firmly held by an entrenched aristocracy for him ever to hope to win the place he intended to have.
    他的管家叫波克,举止庄严,黑得又光又亮,且有全副出色的裁缝手艺,是他打了个通宵的扑克牌从一位圣·西蒙斯岛的地主手中赢来的。那个地主在敢于虚张声势方面与杰拉尔德不相上下,可是喝起新奥尔良朗姆酒来就不行了。尽管波克原先的主人后来要求以双倍的价钱把他买回去,杰拉尔德却断然地拒绝了,因为这是他占有的第一个奴隶,而且绝对是" 海滨最好的管家",称得上是他实现平生渴望的好开端,怎么能放弃呀?杰拉尔德一心一意要当奴隶主和拥有地主的上等人呢。
    Then the hand of Fate and a hand of poker combined to give him the plantation which he afterwards called Tara, and at the same time moved him out of the Coast into the upland country of north Georgia.
    他已下定决心,不要像詹姆斯和安德鲁那样把所有的白天都花费在讨价还价上,或者把所有的夜晚都用来对着灯光检查账目。跟两个哥哥不同,他已深深感到社会上最被人瞧不起的是那些"生意人"。杰拉尔德要当一个地主。他像一个曾经在别人所拥有和猎取的土地上干活的爱尔兰佃农那样,满怀希望看到自己的田地绿油油地从眼前舒展开去。他无情地、一心一意地追求一个目标,就是要拥有自己的住宅,自己的农场,自己的马匹,自己的奴隶。而在这个新国家里,既然已不像在他所离开的那个国家要冒双重危险,即全部的收获都租税吞掉和随时有可能被突然没收,他就很想得到这些东西了。但是,一个时期以来,他已渐渐发现,怀抱这个雄心和实现这个雄心毕竟是两回事。滨海的佐治亚州是那样牢牢地掌握在一顽强的贵族阶级手中,在这里,他就休想有一天会赢得他所刻意追求的地位。
    It was in a saloon in Savannah, on a hot night in spring, when the chance conversation of a stranger sitting near by made Gerald prick up his ears. The stranger, a native of Savannah, had just returned after twelve years in the inland country. He had been one of the winners in the land lottery conducted by the State to divide up the vast area in middle Georgia, ceded by the Indians the year before Gerald came to America. He had gone up there and established a plantation; but, now the house had burned down, he was tired of the “accursed place” and would be most happy to get it off his hands.
    过了一些时候,命运之手和一手扑克牌两相结合,给了他一个他后来取名为塔拉的农场,同时让他从海滨适移到北佐治亚的丘陵地区来了。
    Gerald, his mind never free of the thought of owning a plantation of his own, arranged an introduction, and his interest grew as the stranger told how the northern section of the state was filling up with newcomers from the Carolinas and Virginia. Gerald had lived in Savannah long enough to acquire a viewpoint of the Coast—that all of the rest of the state was backwoods, with an Indian lurking in every thicket. In transacting business for O’Hara Brothers, he had visited Augusta, a hundred miles up the Savannah River, and he had traveled inland far enough to visit the old towns westward from that city. He knew that section to be as well settled as the Coast, but from the stranger’s description, his plantation was more than two hundred and fifty miles inland from Savannah to the north and west, and not many miles south of the Chattahoochee River. Gerald knew that northward beyond that stream the land was still held by the Cherokees, so it was with amazement that he heard the stranger jeer at suggestions of trouble with the Indians and narrate how thriving towns were growing up and plantations prospering in the new country.
    那是一个很暖的春天夜晚,在萨凡纳的一家酒店,邻座的一位生客的偶尔谈话引起灰拉尔德的侧耳细听。那位生客是萨凡纳本地人,在内地居住了十二年之后刚刚回来。他是从一位圣·在州里举办的抽彩分配土地时的一个获奖者。原来杰拉尔德来到美洲前一年,印第安人放弃了佐治亚中部广大的一起土地,佐治亚州当局便以这种方式进行分配。他迁徙到了那里,并建立了一个农场,但是现在他的房子因失火被烧掉了,他对那个可诅咒的"地方",已感到厌烦,因此很乐意将它脱手。
    An hour later when the conversation began to lag, Gerald, with a guile that belied the wide innocence of his bright blue eyes, proposed a game. As the night wore on and the drinks went round, there came a time when all the others in the game laid down their hands and Gerald and the stranger were battling alone. The stranger shoved in all his chips and followed with the deed to his plantation. Gerald shoved in all his chips and laid on top of them his wallet. If the money it contained happened to belong to the firm of O’Hara Brothers, Gerald’s conscience was not sufficiently troubled to confess it before Mass the following morning. He knew what he wanted, and when Gerald wanted something he gained it by taking the most direct route. Moreover, such was his faith in his destiny and four deuces that he never for a moment wondered just how the money would be paid back should a higher hand be laid down across the table.
    杰拉尔德心里一直没有放弃那个念头,想拥有一个自己的农场,于是经过介绍,他同那个陌生人谈起来,而当对方告诉他,那个州的北部已经从卡罗来纳的弗吉尼亚涌进了大批大批的新人时,他的兴趣就更大了。杰拉尔德在萨凡纳已住了很久,了解了海滨人的观点,即认为这个州的其余部分都是嬷嬷的森林地带,每个灌木丛中都潜伏着印第安人。他在处理" 奥哈拉兄弟公司"业务时访问过在萨凡纳河上游一百英里的奥古斯塔,而且旅行到了离萨凡纳的内地,看到了那个城市西面的古老城镇。他知道,那个地区也像海滨那样拥有不少居民,但是从陌生人的描绘来看,他的农场是在萨凡纳西比250英里以外的内地,在查塔忽奇河以南不远的地方。他知道,河那边往北一带仍控制在柴罗基人手里,所以他听到陌生人嘲笑他提起与印第安人的纠纷,并叙述那个新地区有多少新兴的城镇正在成长起来、多少农场经营得很好时,便不由得大吃一惊了。
    “It’s no bargain you’re getting and I am glad not to have to pay more taxes on the place,” sighed the possessor of an “ace full,” as he called for pen and ink. “The big house burned a year ago and the fields are growing up in brush and seedling pine. But it’s yours.”
    谈话一小时之后,开始放慢,于是杰拉尔德想出一个诡计,那双碧蓝的眼睛也不由得流露出真情来----他提议玩牌。
    “Never mix cards and whisky unless you were weaned on Irish poteen,” Gerald told Pork gravely the same evening, as Pork assisted him to bed. And the valet, who had begun to attempt a brogue out of admiration for his new master, made requisite answer in a combination of Geechee and County Meath that would have puzzled anyone except those two alone.
    夜渐渐深了,酒斟了一巡又一巡,这时其他几个牌友都歇手了,只剩下杰拉尔德和陌生人在继续对赌。陌生人把所有的筹码全部押上,外加那个农场的文契。杰拉尔德也推出他的那堆筹码,并把钱装放在上面。如果钱袋里装的恰好是"奥哈拉兄弟公司"的款子,杰拉尔德第二天早晨作弥撒时也不会觉得良心不安而表示忏悔了。他懂得自己所要的是什么,而当他需要时便断然采取最直截了当的手段来攫取它。况且,他是那样相信自己的命运和手中的那几张牌,所以从来就不考虑:要是桌子对面放在是一手更高的牌呢,那他将怎样偿还这笔钱呀?
    The muddy Flint River, running silently between walls of pine and water oak covered with tangled vines, wrapped about Gerald’s new land like a curving arm and embraced it on two sides. To Gerald, standing on the small knoll where the house had been, this tall barrier of green was as visible and pleasing an evidence of ownership as though it were a fence that he himself had built to mark his own. He stood on the blackened foundation stones of the burned building, looked down the long avenue of trees leading toward the road and swore lustily, with a joy too deep for thankful prayer. These twin lines of somber trees were his, his the abandoned lawn, waist high in weeds under white-starred young magnolia trees. The uncultivated fields, studded with tiny pines and underbrush, that stretched their rolling red-clay surface away into the distance on four sides belonged to Gerald O’Hara—were all his because he had an unbefuddled Irish head and the courage to stake everything on a hand of cards.
    “你这不是靠买卖赚来的,而我呢,也乐得不用再给那地方纳税了,"陌生人叹了口气说,一面叫拿笔墨来。"那所大房子是一年前烧掉的,田地呢,已长满了灌木林和小松树。然而,这些都是你的了。”“千万不要把玩牌和威士忌混为一谈,除非你早就戒酒了,"当天晚上波克服侍杰拉尔德上床睡觉时,杰拉尔德严肃地对他这样说,这位管家由于崇拜主人正开始在学习一种土腔,便用一种基希和米思郡的混合腔调作了必要的回答,当然这种腔调只有他们两个人理解,别人听来是莫名其妙的。
    Gerald closed his eyes and, in the stillness of the unworked acres, he felt that he had come home. Here under his feet would rise a house of whitewashed brick. Across the road would be new rail fences, inclosing fat cattle and blooded horses, and the red earth that rolled down the hillside to the rich river bottom land would gleam white as eiderdown in the sun—cotton; acres and acres of cotton! The fortunes of the O’Haras would rise again.
    浑浊的弗林特河在一排排松树和爬满藤萝的水橡树中间悄悄地流着,像一条弯屈的胳臂走过杰拉尔德的那片新地,从两侧环抱着它。杰拉尔德站在那个原来有的房子的小小圆丘上,对他来说,这道高高的绿色屏障既是他的所有权的一个看得见的可喜的证明,又好像是他亲手建造用来作为私有标志的一道篱笆。站在那座已烧掉了房子的焦黑基石上,他俯视着那条伸向大路的林荫小道,一面快活地咒骂着,因为这种喜悦之情是那么深厚,已无法用感谢上天的祈祷来表达了。这两排阴森的树木,那片荒芜的草地,连同草地上那些缀满白花的木兰树底下齐腰深的野草,是他的。那些尚未开垦的、长满了小松树和矮树丛的田地,那些连绵不断向周围远远伸展开去的红土地面也属于杰拉尔德·奥哈拉所有了----这一切都成了他的,因为他有一个从不糊涂的爱尔兰人的头脑和将全部家当都押在一手牌上的胆量。
    With his own small stake, what he could borrow from his unenthusiastic brothers and a neat sum from mortgaging the land, Gerald bought his first field hands and came to Tara to live in bachelor solitude in the four-room overseer’s house, till such a time as the white walls of Tara should rise.
    面对这片寂静的荒地杰拉尔德闭上了眼睛,他觉得自己仿佛回到了家里。在这儿,在他脚下,一幢刷白的砖房将拔地而起。大路对面将有一道新的栅栏把肥壮的牲口和纯种马圈起来,而那片从山腰伸到肥沃的河床的红土地,将像凫绒被似的在阳光下闪耀银光----棉花,大片大片的棉花啊!奥哈拉家的产业从此便要复兴了。
    He cleared the fields and planted cotton and borrowed more money from James and Andrew to buy more slaves. The O’Haras were a clannish tribe, clinging to one another in prosperity as well as in adversity, not for any overweening family affection but because they had learned through grim years that to survive a family must present an unbroken front to the world. They lent Gerald the money and, in the years that followed, the money came back to them with interest. Gradually the plantation widened out, as Gerald bought more acres lying near him, and in time the white house became a reality instead of a dream.
    用自己一小笔赌本,杰拉尔德从两位不很热心的哥哥那里借到的一点钱,以及典地得到的一笔现金,买了头一批种大田的黑奴,然后来到塔拉,在那四间房间的监工屋里,像单身汉似地孤独地住下来,直到有一天塔拉农场的白色墙壁拔地而起为止。
    It was built by slave labor, a clumsy sprawling building that crowned the rise of ground overlooking the green incline of pasture land running down to the river; and it pleased Gerald greatly, for, even when new, it wore a look of mellowed years. The old oaks, which had seen Indians pass under their limbs, hugged the house closely with their great trunks and towered their branches over the roof in dense shade. The lawn, reclaimed from weeds, grew thick with clover and Bermuda grass, and Gerald saw to it that it was well kept. From the avenue of cedars to the row of white cabins in the slave quarters, there was an air of solidness, of stability and permanence about Tara, and whenever Gerald galloped around the bend in the road and saw his own roof rising through green branches, his heart swelled with pride as though each sight of it were the first sight.
    他平整田地,种植棉花,并从詹姆斯和安德鲁里又借了些钱买来一批奴隶。奥哈拉一家是家族观念很强的人,无论在兴旺或不走好运的时候他们都同样抱在一起,但这并不是出于过分的手足之情,而是因为从严峻的岁月里懂得了,一个家族要生存下去就必须形成一条一致对外的坚固战线。他们把钱借给杰拉尔德,有朝一日钱还会连本带利回到他们手中。这样杰拉尔德不断买进毗连的地亩,农场也逐渐扩大,终于那幢白房子已是现实而不再是梦想。
    He had done it all, little, hard-headed, blustering Gerald.
    那是用奴未劳动建筑的,一所房子显得有点笨拙的、好像趴在地上似的,它坐落在一块平地上,俯瞰着那片向河边伸延下去的碧绿的牧场;它使杰拉尔德非常得意,因为它尽管是新建的却已经有点古色古香的模样了。那些曾经见过印第安人在树桠下往来的老橡树,现在用它们的巨大躯干紧紧围住这所房子,同时用枝叶在屋顶上空撑起一起浓荫。那片从乱草中复原过来的草地,现在已长满了苜蓿和百慕大牧草,杰拉尔德决计要把它管理得好好的。从林荫道的柏树到奴隶区那排白色木屋,到处都能使人看到塔拉农场的坚实、稳固、耐久的风采。每当杰拉尔德骑马驰过大路上那个拐弯并看见自己的房子从绿树丛中耸出的屋顶时,他就要兴奋得连同心都膨胀起来,仿佛每一个景观都是头一次看到似的。
    Gerald, was on excellent terms with all his neighbors in the County, except the MacIntoshs whose land adjoined his on the left and the Slatterys whose meager three acres stretched on his right along the swamp bottoms between the river and John Wilkes’ plantation.
    这位矮小的、精明的、盛气凌人的杰拉尔德已经完成这一切。
    The MacIntoshs were Scotch-Irish and Orangemen and, had they possessed all the saintly qualities of the Catholic calendar, this ancestry would have damned them forever in Gerald’s eyes. True, they had lived in Georgia for seventy years and, before that, had spent a generation in the Carolinas; but the first of the family who set foot on American shores had come from Ulster, and that was enough for Gerald.
    杰拉尔德同县里所有的邻居都相处得很好,但有两家除外,一是麦金托什家,他们的土地和他的在左侧毗连;二是斯莱特里家,他们那三英亩瘠地,沿着河流和约翰·威尔克斯家农场之间的湿地低处,伸展到了他的田地的右边。
    They were a close-mouthed and stiff-necked family, who kept strictly to themselves and intermarried with their Carolina relatives, and Gerald was not alone in disliking them, for the County people were neighborly and sociable and none too tolerant of anyone lacking in those same qualities. Rumors of Abolitionist sympathies did not enhance the popularity of the Macintoshes. Old Angus had never manumitted a single slave and had committed the unpardonable social breach of selling some of his negroes to passing slave traders en route to the cane fields of Louisiana, but the rumors persisted.
    麦金托什家是苏格兰和爱尔兰的混血,也是奥兰治派分子,况且,如果他们具有天主教历史中的全部圣洁品质,在杰拉尔德眼中,他们的祖先便会永远诅咒他们了。的确,他们已经在佐治亚生活了七年,而且那以前有一代人是在卡罗来纳度过的,但这个家族中第一个踏上美洲大陆的人是从阿尔斯特来的,这对于杰拉尔德来说就足够了。他们是一个缄默寡言、性格倔强的家族,与外人绝少往来,也只同卡罗来纳的亲戚通婚。杰拉尔德并不是唯一不喜欢他们的人,因为县里各家都相处融洽,乐于交往,谁也忍受不了像他们这种性格的人家。还有谣传说他们同情废奴主义者,但这并没有提高麦金托什家的声誉。老安格斯从来没有解放过一个奴隶,而且由于出卖了一些黑人给一个到路易斯安那蔗田去的过路的奴隶贩子而不可饶恕地违背了社会公德,但谣言照样流传。
    “He’s an Abolitionist, no doubt,” observed Gerald to John Wilkes. “But, in an Orangeman, when a principle comes up against Scotch tightness, the principle fares ill.”
    “他是个废奴主义者,毫无疑问,"杰拉尔德对约翰·威尔克斯说。"不过,在一个奥兰治党人身上,当一种主义跟苏格兰人的悭吝相抵触时,那个主义也就完了。
    The Slatterys were another affair. Being poor white, they were not even accorded the” grudging respect that Angus Macintosh’s dour independence wrung from neighboring families. Old Slattery, who clung persistently to his few acres, in spite of repeated offers from Gerald and John Wilkes, was shiftless and whining. His wife was a snarly-haired woman, sickly and washed-out of appearance, the mother of a brood of sullen and rabbity-looking children—a brood which was increased regularly every year. Tom Slattery owned no slaves, and he and his two oldest boys spasmodically worked their few acres of cotton, while the wife and younger children tended what was supposed to be a vegetable garden. But, somehow, the cotton always failed, and the garden, due to Mrs. Slattery’s constant childbearing, seldom furnished enough to feed her flock.
    至于斯莱特里家,那又是另一回事了。他们是穷白人,甚至还不如安格斯·麦金托什,因为后者总算还能以倔强的独立性争取到邻居们勉强的尊敬。老斯莱特里死死抱住他那几英亩土地,任凭杰拉尔德和约翰·威尔克斯一再出价购买也不放手,他就是这么个刻板而又爱发牢骚的人。他的老婆是个蓬头散发的女人,体弱多病,形容憔悴,却养了一个窝家兔般的儿女----他们很有规律地逐年增大。汤姆·斯莱特里没有奴隶。他和两个大儿子断断续续地种着那几英亩棉花,老子和几个儿子则照管那块号称菜园的土地。可是,不知怎的,棉花总是长不好;菜园呢,也由于斯莱特里太太不断生孩子,种出的蔬菜很少够那一家子吃的。
    The sight of Tom Slattery dawdling on his neighbors’ porches, begging cotton seed for planting or a side of bacon to “tide him over,” was a familiar one. Slattery hated his neighbors with what little energy he possessed, sensing their contempt beneath their courtesy, and especially did he hate “rich folks’ uppity niggers.” The house negroes of the County considered themselves superior to white trash, and their unconcealed scorn stung him, while their more secure position in life stirred his envy. By contrast with his own miserable existence, they were well-fed, well-clothed and looked after in sickness and old age. They were proud of the good names of their owners and, for the most part, proud to belong to people who were quality, while he was despised by all.
    汤姆·斯莱特里在邻居家的走廊上赖着不走,向人家讨棉花籽儿下种,或者要一块腌肉去"对付一顿",他使出自己的一点点力起来憎恨邻居们,感到他们在客气底下暗藏着轻蔑;他尤其憎恨"阔人家的势利眼黑鬼"。县里那些干家务活的黑人总以为自己比下流坯白人还高一等,他们的公然蔑视刺痛了他,而他们比较稳定的生活更引其他嫉恨。以他自己的穷困生涯作对比,他们确实是吃得好,穿得好,并且病了有人照看,老了有人供养。他们为自己主人的好名声感到骄傲,并且大多以自己归上等人所有而觉得光荣,而他,却是人人都瞧不起的。
    Tom Slattery could have sold his farm for three times its value to any of the planters in the County. They would have considered it money well spent to rid the community of an eyesore, but he was well satisfied to remain and to subsist miserably on the proceeds of a bale of cotton a year and the charity of his neighbors.
    斯莱特里很可以把自己的农场以高出三倍的价钱买给县里任何一个大地主。他们会觉得,为了不跟一个碍眼的人居住在同一地方,花这笔钱还是值得的,可是他却很乐意留着不走,靠那每年一包棉花的收入和邻居们的施舍艰难地生活下去。
    With all the rest of the County, Gerald was on terms of amity and some intimacy. The Wilkeses, the Calverts, the Tarletons, the Fontaines, all smiled when the small figure on the big white horse galloped up their driveways, smiled and signaled for tall glasses in which a pony of Bourbon had been poured over a teaspoon of sugar and a sprig of crushed mint. Gerald was likable, and the neighbors learned in time what the children, negroes and dogs discovered at first sight, that a kind heart, a ready and sympathetic ear and an open pocketbook lurked just behind his. bawling voice and his truculent manner.
    杰拉尔德同县里所有其他人都相处得很好,愉快且亲近。
    His arrival was always amid a bedlam of hounds barking and small black children shouting as they raced to meet him, quarreling for the privilege of holding his horse and squirming and grinning under his good-natured insults. The white children clamored to sit on his knee and be trotted, while he denounced to their elders the infamy of Yankee politicians; the daughters of his friends took him into their confidence about their love affairs, and the youths of the neighborhood, fearful of confessing debts of honor upon the carpets of their fathers, found him a friend in need.
    威尔克斯家,卡尔弗特家,塔尔顿家,方丹家,他们一看见这位沿着大白马的矮个儿驰上他们的车道便含笑相迎,微笑着招呼仆人拿高脚杯来,杯子里放一茶匙糖和少许薄荷叶,然后斟上威士忌酒。杰拉尔德是可爱的,邻居们很快便知道,连他们的孩子,黑奴和狗都一眼就看出这个尽管大喊大叫,举止粗野,但实际上是个好心肠的人,慷慨大方,乐意倾听别人的话。
    “So, you’ve been owning this for a month, you young rascal!” he would shout “And, in God’s name, why haven’t you been asking me for the money before this?”
    每次来时,总要引起一群乱吠乱跳的猎狗和叫喊着的黑孩子跑去迎接他,吵吵嚷嚷抢着牵他的马,当他和蔼地训斥他们时显得有点尴尬的傻笑起来。那些白人孩子也吵着坐到他的膝头上,可他正忙于向他们的长辈指责北方佬政客的丑行呢。他那些朋友的女儿都把他当作知心人,向他吐露自己的恋爱故事。至于邻居的小伙子们,他们是怕在父亲面前承认自己的不体面行为的,可是却把他当作患难知交。
    His rough manner of speech was too well known to give offense, and it only made the young men grin sheepishly and reply: “Well, sir, I hated to trouble you, and my father—”
    “这么说,你这小鬼头!你这钱欠了一个月啦,"他会大声嚷嚷。"那么,我的上帝,你干吗不早点来跟我要呢?"他那粗鲁的口气是大家都熟悉的,谁也不会反感,所以这只会使那些年轻人腼腆地傻笑两声然后答道:“是呀,大叔,可我害怕麻烦您呢,而且我父亲--- -”“得承认,你父亲是个好人,不过严格了一点。那么,把这个拿去,以后谁也别提起就是了。"最后才表示降服的是地主太太们。不过,当威尔克斯太太----像杰拉尔德形容的"一位了不起的具有沉默天才的女士"----有天晚上杰拉尔德的马已经跑上车道之后对他的丈夫说,"这人尽讲粗话,可毕竟是个上等人,"这时杰拉尔德已肯定是成功了。
    “Your father’s a good man, and no denying it, but strict, and so take this and let’s be hearing no more of it”
    他不甚明白他花了差不多十年的功夫才达到这个境地,因为他从来没有意识到他初来时邻居是用怀疑的眼光看他的。按他自己的想法,他一踏上塔拉这块土地便毫无疑问很适合呆在这里了。
    The planters’ ladies were the last to capitulate. But, when Mrs. Wilkes, “a great lady and with a rare gift for silence,” as Gerald characterized her, told her husband one evening, after Gerald’s horse had pounded down the driveway. “He has a rough tongue, but he is a gentleman,” Gerald had definitely arrived.
    他43岁那年,杰拉尔德的腰身已那么粗壮,脸色那么红润,活像一个从体育画报上剪下来的打猎的乡坤,那时他想起塔拉虽然很可贵,可只有它和县里那些心地坦荡、殷勤好客的人,还是不够的。他缺少一位妻子。
    He did not know that he had taken nearly ten years to arrive, for it never occurred to him that his neighbors had eyed him askance at first. In his own mind, there had never been any doubt that he belonged, from the moment he first set foot on Tara.
    塔拉农场迫切需要一位女主人。现在的这位胖厨子本来是管庭院的黑人杂工,因为迫切需要才提升到厨房工作的,可他从来没有按时开过一顿饭;而那位内室女仆原先也是在田里干活的,她任凭屋子里到处都是尘土、好像手头永远也不会有一块干净的桌布或餐布似的,因此一有客人到来,便要手忙脚乱一番。波克是唯一受过训练和胜任的黑人管家,他现在负责管理所有的奴仆,但是几年来,在杰拉尔德遇事乐呵呵的生活作风影响下,也变得怠惰和漫不经心了。作为贴身佣人,他负责整理杰拉尔德的卧室,作为膳事总管,他要让饭菜安排得像个样子,不过在别的方面他就有点听之任之了。
    When Gerald was forty-three, so thickset of body and florid of face that he looked like a hunting squire out of a sporting print, it came to him that Tara, dear though it was, and the County folk, with their open hearts and open houses, were not enough. He wanted a wife.
    那些具有非洲人精确本能的黑奴,都发现杰拉尔德尽管大喊大叫,但并不怎么厉害,所以他们便肆无忌惮地利用这一点,表面上经常存在这样的威胁,说是要把奴隶卖到南方去,或者要狠狠地鞭打他们,但实际上塔拉农场从来没有卖过一个奴隶,鞭打的事也只发生过一次,那是因为没有把杰拉尔德的狩猎了一整天的爱马认真地刷洗一下。
    Tara cried out for a mistress. The fat cook, a yard negro elevated by necessity to the kitchen, never had the meals on time, and the chambermaid, formerly a field hand, let dust accumulate on the furniture and never seemed to have clean linen on hand, so that the arrival of guests was always the occasion of much stirring and to-do. Pork, the only trained house negro on the place, had general supervision over the other servants, but even he had grown slack and careless after several years of exposure to Gerald’s happy-go-lucky mode of living. As valet, he kept Gerald’s bedroom in order, and, as butler, he served the meals with dignity and style, but otherwise he pretty well let matters follow their own course.
    杰拉尔德那双锐利的天蓝色眼睛意识到左邻右舍的房子收拾得那么整洁,那些头发梳得溜光、裙子啊啊啊啊响的主妇们那么从容地管理着他们的仆人。他不熟悉这些女人从天亮到深夜忙个不停地监督仆人烧菜做饭、哺育婴儿、缝纫洗浆的劳碌情形,他只看到表面的成绩,而这些成绩给他留下了深刻的印象。
    With unerring African instinct, the negroes had all discovered that Gerald had a loud bark and no bite at all, and they took shameless advantage of him. The air was always thick with threats of selling slaves south and of direful whippings, but there never had been a slave sold from Tara and only one whipping, and that administered for not grooming down Gerald’s pet horse after, a long day’s hunting.
    一天早晨他准备进城去听法院开审,波克把他心爱的皱领衬衫取来,可他一看便发觉它已被那个内室女仆弄得不成样子,只能给他的管家穿了。这时他感到多么迫切需要一个老婆啊!
    Gerald’s sharp blue eyes noticed how efficiently his neighbors’ houses were run and with what ease the smooth-haired wives in rustling skirts managed their servants. He had no knowledge of the dawn-till-midnight activities of these women, chained to supervision of cooking, nursing, sewing and laundering. He only saw the outward results, and those results impressed him.
    “杰拉尔德先生,"波克眼看杰拉尔德生气了,便讨好地对他说,一面将那件衬衫卷起来,"你现在缺少的是一位太太,一位能带来许多家仆的太太。"杰拉尔德责骂波克的无礼,但他知道他是对的。他需要一个妻子,他也需要儿女,并且,如果不很快得到他们,那将为时太晚了。但是他不想随便娶个女人,像卡尔弗特那样,把那个照管他的没娘孩子的北方佬女家庭教师讨来当老婆。
    The urgent need of a wife became clear to him one morning when he was dressing to ride to town for Court Day. Pork brought forth his favorite ruffled shirt, so inexpertly mended by the chambermaid as to be unwearable by anyone except his valet
    他的妻子必须是一位夫人,一位出身名门的夫人,像威尔克斯太太那样端庄贤淑,能够像威尔克斯太太在整顿她自己的田地那样把塔拉农场管理好。
    “Mist’ Gerald,” said Pork, gratefully rolling up the shirt as Gerald fumed, “whut you needs is a wife, and a wife whut has got plen’y of house niggers.”
    但是要同这个县的大户人家结亲却有两个难处。第一是这里结婚年龄的姑娘很少,另外,也是更不好办的一点,杰拉尔德是个"新人"(尽管他在这里已居住了将近十年),又是外国人,谁也不了解他的家庭情况。尽管佐治亚内地社会并不像海滨贵族社会那样难以接近,可是也没有哪个家庭愿意让自己的女儿媳给一个来历不明的男人。
    Gerald upbraided Pork for his impertinence, hut he knew that he was right He wanted a wife and he wanted children and, if he did not acquire them soon, it would be too late. But he was not going to marry just anyone, as Mr. Calvert had done, taking to wife the Yankee governess of his motherless children. His wife must be a lady and a lady of blood, with as many airs and graces as Mrs. Wilkes and the ability to manage Tara as well as Mrs. Wilkes ordered her own domain.
    杰拉尔德知道,虽然那些同他一起找猎、喝酒和谈政治的本县男人多么喜欢他,他还是很难找到一个情愿把女儿许给他的人家。而且他不想让人们闲谈时说起某位某位做父亲的已经深表遗憾地拒绝杰拉尔德向他的女儿求婚了。但是,他的这种自知之明并没有使他觉得自己在领居们面前低人一等。事实上无论如何他也不会感到自己在哪方面不如别人。那仅仅是县里的一种奇怪的习俗,认为姑娘们只能嫁到那些至少在南部已居住20年以上、已经拥有自己的田地和奴隶,并且已沾染了当时引为时髦的那些不良癖好的人家去。
    But there were two difficulties in the way of marriage into the County families. The first was the scarcity of girls of marriageable age. The second, and more serious one, was that Gerald was a “new man,” despite his nearly ten years’ residence, and a foreigner. No one knew anything about his family. While the society of up-country Georgia was not so impregnable as that of the Coast aristocrats, no family wanted a daughter to wed a man about whose grandfather nothing was known.
    “咱们要到萨凡纳去,收拾行李吧。"他告诉波克。"只要让我听到你说一声'嘘'或者' 保证'!我就立即把你卖掉,因这种种字眼我自己是很少说。"对于他的婚姻詹姆斯和安德鲁可能会提出某种主意,而且他们的老朋友中可能有适合他的要求并愿意嫁给他的女儿吧。他们两个耐心地听完他的想法,可是谁也不表示赞成。他们在萨凡纳没有可以求助的亲戚,因为他们来美国时已经结婚。而他们的老朋友们的女儿也早已出嫁并都在生儿育女人。
    Gerald knew that despite the genuine liking of the County men with whom he hunted, drank and talked politics there was hardly one whose daughter he could marry. And he did not intend to have it gossiped about over supper tables that this, that or the other father had regretfully refused to let Gerald O’Hara pay court to his daughter. This knowledge did not make Gerald feel inferior to his neighbors: Nothing could ever make Gerald feel that he was inferior in any way to anyone. It was merely a quaint custom of the County that daughters only married into families who had lived in the South much longer than twenty-two years, had owned land and slaves and been addicted only to the fashionable vices during that time.
    “你不是什么有我人,也不是什么望族。"詹姆斯说。
    “Pack up. We’re going to Savannah,” he told Pork. “And if I hear you say ‘Whist!’ or ‘Faith!’ but once, it’s selling you I’ll be doing, for they are words I seldom say meself.”
    “我已经挣了不少钱,我也能成为一个大户人家。我当然不能马马虎虎讨个老婆了事。”“你太好高鹜远了,"安德鲁干脆这样指出。
    James and Andrew might have some advice to offer on this subject of marriage, and there might be daughters among their old friends who would both meet his requirements and find him acceptable as a husband. James and Andrew listened to his story patiently but they gave him little encouragement. They had no Savannah relatives to whom they might look for assistance, for they had been married when they came to America. And the daughters of their old friends had long since married and were raising small children of their own.
    不过他们还是替杰拉尔德尽了最大的努力。詹姆斯和安德鲁是个上了年纪的人,在萨凡纳已颇有名望。他的朋友可真不少,在一个月里带着他从这家跑到那家,吃饭啦,跳舞啦,参加野餐会啦,忙个不停。
    “You’re not a rich man and you haven’t a great family,” said James.
    最后杰拉尔德表示:“只有一我看得上眼的,但是在我来到这里时她恐怕还没有出世呢。”“你看得上眼的究竟是谁呀?”“是爱伦·罗毕拉德小姐,"杰拉尔德答道,他故意装出漫不经心的样子,因为爱伦·罗毕拉德那双稍稍有些耷拉的黑眼睛实际上已远不只叫他看上眼了。她尽管外表上显得有点没精打采,令人捉摸不透,这在一个15岁的姑娘家身上尤其罕见,可是毕竟把他迷住了。另外,她身上还有一种令人倾倒的绝望的神态在深深摇撼他的心灵,叫他在她面前变得格外温柔,而这是他和世界上任何其他人在一起时从来没有过的。
    “I’ve made me money and I can make a great family. And I won’t be marrying just anyone.”
    “可是你的年龄完全可以当她的父亲了!”“可我正壮年呀!"杰拉尔德被刺得大叫起来。
    “You fly high,” observed Andrew, dryly.
    詹姆斯冷静地谈了自己的意见。
    But they did their best for Gerald. James and Andrew were old men and they stood well in Savannah. They had many friends, and for a month they carried Gerald from home to home, to suppers, dances and picnics.
    “杰里,在萨凡纳你再也找不到一个比她更难以娶到的女人了。她父亲是罗毕拉德家族的人,而这些法国人非常骄傲。
    “There’s only one who takes me eye,” Gerald said finally. “And she not even born when I landed here.”
    至于她母亲----愿她安息----那是非常了不起的太太。”“这些我不管,"杰拉尔德愤愤地说。"何况她母亲已经死了,而罗毕拉德那老头又喜欢我。”“作为一个普通人是这样,可作为女婿就未必了。”“无论如何那姑娘也不会要你的,”安德鲁插嘴说。"她爱上她的一个表兄,那个放荡的叫菲利普的花花公子,已经一年了,尽管她家里还在没完没了地幼她不要这样。”“他这个月到路易斯安那去了。"杰拉尔德说。
    “And who is it takes your eye?”
    “你怎么知道?”
    “Miss Ellen Robillard,” said Gerald, trying to speak casually, for the slightly tilting dark eyes of Ellen Robillard had taken more than his eye. Despite a mystifying listlessness of manner, so strange in a girl of fifteen, she charmed him. Moreover, there was a haunting look of despair about her that went to his heart and made him more gentle with her than he had ever been with any person in all the world.
    “我知道,"杰拉尔德回答,他不想说出是波克向他提供了这一宝贵的信息,也不告诉他们菲利普接到家里的快信赶回西部去了。"而且我并不认为她爱他已经到了摆脱不开的地步。15岁毕竟还太年轻,是不怎么懂得爱情的。”“她们宁愿要那个危险的表兄也不会挑上你的。"因此,当从内地传来消息说起埃尔·罗毕拉德的女儿要嫁给这个矮小的爱尔兰人时,詹姆斯和安德鲁也和其他人一样不禁大吃一惊。整个萨凡纳都在暗中纷纷议论,并猜测如今到西部去了的菲利普·罗毕拉德是怎么回事,可是闲谈归闲谈,谁也没有找到答案。为什么罗毕拉德家族中最可爱的一个女儿会跟一个大喊大叫、面孔通红、身高不及她耳朵的矮小鬼结婚呢?这对所有的人都始终是个谜。
    “And you old enough to be her father!”
    连杰拉尔德本人至今也不明白事情究竟是怎样弄成的。
    “And me in me prime!” cried Gerald stung.
    他只知道出现了一个奇迹。而且,一辈子也就这么一次,当脸色苍白而又十分镇静的爱伦将一只轻柔的手放在他臂膀上并且说:“奥哈拉先生,我愿意嫁给你"时,他简直谦卑到五体投地了。
    James spoke gently.
    对于这个神秘莫测的问题,连罗毕拉德家族中那惊惶失措的人也只能找到某些答案。只有爱伦和她的嬷嬷知道那天晚上发生的整个故事,那时这位姑娘像个伤心的孩子似地哭了个通宵,而第二天早晨起床时她已经是个下定决心的女人了。
    “Jerry, there’s no girl in Savannah you’d have less chance of marrying. Her father is a Robillard, and those French are proud as Lucifer. And her mother—God rest her soul—was a very great lady.”
    嬷嬷有所预感地给她的小主妇拿来一个从新奥尔良寄来的小包裹,上面的通讯地址是个陌生人写的,里面装着爱伦的一张小照(爱伦一见便惊叫一声把它丢在地上),四封爱伦写给菲利普·罗毕拉德的亲笔信以及一位新奥尔良牧师附上的短简,它宣布她的这位表哥已经在一次酒吧的斗殴中死了。
    “I care not,” said Gerald heatedly. “Besides, her mother is dead, and old man Robillard likes me.”
    “他们把他赶走了,父亲、波琳和尤拉莉把他赶走了。我恨他们。我恨他们大家。我再也不要看见他们了。我要离开这里。
    “As a man, yes, but as a son-in-law, no.”
    我要到永远看不见他们的地方去,也永远不再见这个城市,或者任何一个使我想起---- 想起的人。"直到快天亮的时候,本来伏在床头陪着她一起啜泣的嬷嬷这才警告她:“可是不行,小宝贝,你不能那样做呀!”“我非这样不可,他是个好心人。我要这样办,或者到查尔斯顿的修道院里去当修女。"正是这个修道院的念头给皮埃尔·罗毕拉德带来了威胁,使他终于在怕惑而悲痛的心情下同意了。他是个坚贞不渝的长老教友,尽管他的家族信奉天主教,因此心想与其让女儿当修女还不如把她嫁给杰拉尔德·奥哈拉好。最后,他对杰拉尔德这个人,除了门第欠缺之外,就不再抱什么反感了。
    “The girl wouldn’t have you anyway,” interposed Andrew. “She’s been in love with that wild buck of a cousin of hers, Philippe Robillard, for a year now, despite her family being at her morning and night to give him up.”
    就这样,爱伦(已不再姓罗毕拉德)离开萨凡纳,她随同一位中年丈夫,带着嬷嬷和二十个黑人家奴,动身到塔拉去了。
    “He’s been gone to Louisiana this month now,” said Gerald.
    次年,他们生了第一个孩子,取名凯蒂·思嘉,是随杰拉尔德的母亲命名的。杰拉尔德感到有点失望,因为他想要一个儿子,不过他还是很喜欢这个黑头发的女儿,高高兴兴地请塔拉农场的每个农奴都喝了酒,自己也乐得喝了个酩酊大醉。
    “And how do you know?”
    如果说爱伦对于自己那么仓促决定同杰拉尔德结婚曾经有所懊悔的话,那是谁也不知道的,杰拉尔德如此,他每次瞧着她都要骄傲得不得了呢。她一离开萨凡纳那个文雅的海滨城市,便把它和它所留下的记忆都抛到了脑后;同样,她一到达北佐治亚,这里便成为她的家了。
    “I know,” answered Gerald, who did not care to disclose that Pork had supplied this valuable bit of information, or that Philippe had departed for the West at the express desire of his family. “And I do not think she’s been so much in love with him that she won’t forget him. Fifteen is too young to know much about love.”
    她父亲那所粉刷成浅红色的住宅,她的老家,原是那么幽雅舒适,有着美女般丰盈的体态和帆船乘风破浪的英姿;是法国殖民地式的建筑,以一种雅致的风格拔地而起,里面用的是螺旋形楼梯,旁边的铁制栏杆精美得像花边似的。那是一所富丽、优雅而平静的房子,是她温暖的家,但如今她永远离开了。
    “They’d rather have that breakneck cousin for her than you.”
    她不仅离开了那个优美的住处,而且离开了那建筑背后的一整套文明,如今发现自己置身于一个完全不同的陌生世界,仿佛到了一个新大陆似的。
    So, James and Andrew were as startled as anyone when the news came out that the daughter of Pierre Robillard was to marry the little Irishman from up the country. Savannah buzzed behind its doors and speculated about Philippe Robillard, who had gone West, but the gossiping brought no answer. Why the loveliest of the Robillard daughters should marry a loud-voiced, red-faced little man who came hardly up to her ears remained a mystery to all.
    北佐治亚是个草莽未改、民情粗犷的地区。她高高地站在蓝岭上麓的高原上,看见一望无际逶迤起伏的红色丘陵和底部突露花岗岩,以及到处耸立的嶙峋苍松。这一切在她眼里都显得粗陋和野性未驯,因为她看惯了满缀着青苔苔蔓的海岛上那种幽静的林薮之美,亚热带阳光下远远延伸的白色海滩,以及长满了各种棕榈的沙地上平坦辽阔的远景。
    Gerald himself never quite knew how it all came about. He only knew that a miracle had happened. And, for once in his life, he was utterly humble when Ellen, very white but very calm, put a light hand on his arm and said: “I will marry you, Mr. O’Hara.”
    在这个区,人们习惯了冬季的严寒和夏天的酷热,并且这些人身上有的是她从未见过的旺盛的生机和力量。他们为人诚恳,勇敢,大方,蕴藏着善良的天性,可是强壮、刚健,容易发火。她已离开的那些海滨人常常引为骄傲的是,他们对人对事,甚至对待决斗和争执,都采取一种满不在乎的态度;可是这些北佐治亚人身上却有一股子强暴劲儿。在海滨,生活已经熟透了----可在这里,生活还是稚嫩的,新的,生气勃勃的。
    The thunderstruck Robillards knew the answer in part, but only Ellen and her mammy ever knew the whole story of the night when the girl sobbed till the dawn like a broken-hearted child and rose up in the morning a woman with her mind made up.
    在爱伦看来她在萨凡纳认识的所有人好像都是从同一个模子出来的,他们的观点和传统都那样地相似,可在这里人们就多种多样了。这些到北佐治亚定居的人来自许多不同的地方,诸如佐治亚其他地区,卡罗来纳,弗吉尼亚,欧洲,以及北美等等。有些人如杰拉尔德那样是到这里来碰运气的新人。还有些人像爱伦则是旧家族的成员,他们觉得原来的老家待不下去了,便到这遥远的地方来寻找避难所。也有不少人在无故迁徙,这就只能说是前辈拓荒者的好动的血液仍在他们的血脉中加速流动着。
    With foreboding, Mammy had brought her young mistress a small package, addressed in a strange hand from New Orleans, a package containing a miniature of Ellen, which she flung to the floor with a cry, four letters in her own handwriting to Philippe Robillard, and a brief letter from a New Orleans priest, announcing the death of her cousin in a barroom brawl.
    这些来自四面八方和有着各种不同背景的人给这个县的全部生活带来了一种不拘礼俗的风习,而这是爱伦所不曾见过,也是她自己永远无法充分适应的。她本能地知道海滨人民在什么样的环境下应当如何行动。可是,谁也没有说过北佐治亚人该怎样做呀!
    “They drove him away. Father and Pauline and Eulalie. They drove him away. I hate them. I hate them all. I never want to see them again. I want to get away. I will go away where I’ll never see them again, or this town, or anyone who reminds me of—of—him.”
    另外,还有一种势力推动着这个地区的一切,那就是席卷整个南部的发达高潮。全世界都迫切需要棉花,而这个县的新垦地还很肥沃,在大量生产这种东西。棉花便是本地区的脉搏,植棉和摘棉便是这红土心脏的舒张和收缩。从那些弧形的垄沟中财富源源涌来,同样源源而来的还有骄矜之气----建立在葱绿棉林和广袤的白絮田野上的骄矜。如果棉花能够使他们这一代人富裕起来,那么到下一代该更加富裕多少啊!
    And when the night was nearly spent, Mammy, who had cried herself out over her mistress’ dark head, protested, “But, honey, you kain do dat!”
    对于未来的这种绝对把握使生活充满了激情和热望,而县里的人都在以一种爱伦所不了解的全心全意的态度享受着这种生活。他们有了足够的钱财和足够的奴隶,现在有时间玩乐一番了,何况他们本来就是爱玩的。他们永远也不会忙到不能放下工作来搞一次炸鱼野餐、一次狩猎或赛马,而且很少有一个星期不举行全牲大宴或舞会。
    “I will do it. He is a kind man. I will do it or go into the convent at Charleston.”
    爱伦永远不想也不能完全成为他们中间的一员----她在萨凡纳时凡事都自作主张惯了-- --不过她尊重他们,而且渐渐学会了羡慕这些人的坦诚和直率,他们胸无城府,对一个人价也总是从实际出发。
    It was the threat of the convent that finally won the assent of bewildered and heart-stricken Pierre Robillard. He was staunchly Presbyterian, even though his family were Catholic, and the thought of his daughter becoming a nun was even worse than that of her marrying Gerald O’Hara. After all, the man had nothing against him but a lack of family.
    她成了全县最受尊敬的一位邻居。她是个节俭而温厚的主妇,一个贤妻良母。她本来会奉献给教堂的那分悲痛和无私,如今都全部用来服务于自己的儿女和家庭以及那位带她离开萨凡纳的男人了----这个男人让她离开了萨凡纳和那里所有留下记忆的事物,可是从来也没有提过什么问题呢。
    So, Ellen, no longer Robillard, turned her back on Savannah, never to see it again, and with a middle-aged husband, Mammy, and twenty “house niggers” journeyed toward Tara.
    到思嘉年满周岁并且据嬷嬷看来比一般女婴长得更加健康活泼的时候,爱伦生了第二个孩子,取名苏珊·埃莉诺,人们常叫她苏伦;后来又生了卡琳,在家用《圣经》中登记为卡罗琳·艾琳。接下去是一连三个男孩子,但他们都在学会走路之前便夭折了----如今三个男孩躲在离住宅一百来码的坟地里,在那些蜷曲的松树底下,坟头都有一块刻着"小杰拉尔德·奥哈拉"字样的石碑。
    The next year, their first child was born and they named her Katie Scarlett, after Gerald’s mother. Gerald was disappointed, for he had wanted a son, but he nevertheless was pleased enough over his small black-haired daughter to serve rum to every slave at Tara and to get roaringly, happily drunk himself.
    爱伦来到塔拉农场的当天,这个地方就变了。她可是已经准备好担负起一个农场女主人的职责了。虽然刚刚15岁,年轻姑娘们在结婚之前首先必须温柔可爱,美丽得像个装饰品,可是结婚以后就理该料理家务,管好全家那上百个的白人黑人,而且她们从小就着眼于这一点而受到了训练。
    If Ellen had ever regretted her sudden decision to marry him, no one ever knew it, certainly not Gerald, who almost burst with pride whenever he looked at her. She had put Savannah and its memories behind her when she left that gently mannered city by the sea, and, from the moment of her arrival in the County, north Georgia was her home.
    爱伦早就接受过了每个有教养的年轻太太都必须接受的这种结婚前准备,而且她身边还有嬷嬷,能够叫一个最不中用的黑人也使出劲来。她很快就使杰拉尔德的家务中呈现出秩序、尊严和文雅,给塔拉农场带来了前所未有的美丽风貌。
    When she departed from her father’s house forever, she had left a home whose lines were as beautiful and flowing as a woman’s body, as a ship in full sail; a pale pink stucco house built in the French colonial style, set high from the ground in a dainty manner, approached by swirling stairs, banistered with wrought iron as delicate as lace; a dim, rich house, gracious but aloof.
    农场住宅不是按照什么设计图样建筑的,有许多房子是根据需要和方便在不同地方、不同时间陆续增添的。不过,由于爱伦的关注和照官,它形成了自己的迷人之处,从而弥补了设计上的欠缺。一条两旁载着杉树的林荫道从大路一直延伸到住宅门前----这样一条杉树林荫道是一所农场主住宅所必不可少的----它不仅提供阴荫,而且通过对比使其他苍翠树木显得更加明朗。走廊顶上交错的紫藤给粉白砖墙衬映得分外鲜艳,它同门口那几丛粉红的紫薇和庭院中开着的白花木兰连成一起,便把这所房子的笨拙外貌掩饰了不少。
    She had left not only that graceful dwelling but also the entire civilization that was behind the building of it, and she found herself in a world that was as strange and different as if she had crossed a continent.
    在春夏两季,草地中的鸭茅和苜蓿长得翡翠般绿油油的,逗引着一群群本来只在屋后闲逛的吐绶鸡和白鹅前来观赏。
    Here in north Georgia was a rugged section held by a hardy people. High up on the plateau at the foot of the Blue Ridge Mountains, she saw rolling red hills wherever she looked, with huge outcroppings of the underlying granite and gaunt pines towering somberly everywhere. It all seemed wild and untamed to her coast-bred eyes accustomed to the quiet jungle beauty of the sea islands draped in their gray moss and tangled green, the white stretches of beach hot beneath a semitropic sun, the long flat vistas of sandy land studded with palmetto and palm.
    这些家禽中的长辈们时常领着它们的后代偷偷进入前院,来探访这片绿茵,并在甘美茂盛的茉莉花蕾和百日草苗圃的诱惑下留连忘返。为了防备它们的掠夺,前院走廊上安置了一个小小的黑人哨兵。那是个黑人男孩坐在台阶上,手里拿着一条破毛巾当武器,构成了塔拉农场的一个风景----当然是不怎么愉快的部分,因为不准他用石子投掷这些家禽,只能挥舞毛巾吓唬吓唬罢了。
    This was a section that knew the chill of winter, as well as the heat of summer, and there was a vigor and energy in the people that was strange to her. They were a kindly people, courteous, generous, filled with abounding good nature, but sturdy, virile, easy to anger. The people of the Coast which she had left might pride themselves on taking all their affairs, even their duels and their feuds, with a careless air but these north Georgia people had a streak of violence in them. On the coast, life had mellowed—here it was young and lusty and new.
    爱伦给好几十个黑人男孩分派了这个差事,这是一个男性奴隶在塔拉农场得到的第一个职位。他们满十岁以后,就给打发到农场修鞋匠老爷爷那里,或者到制车匠兼木工阿莫斯那里,或者到牧牛人菲利普那里,或者到养骡娃库菲那里专门学手艺。如果他们表现得不适合任何一行手艺,就得去当大田劳工,这么一来他们便觉得自己完全丧失取得一个社会地位的资格了。
    All the people Ellen had known in Savannah might have been cast from the same mold, so similar were their view points and traditions, but here was a variety of people. North Georgia’s settlers were coming in from many different places, from other parts of Georgia, from the Carolinas and Virginia, from Europe and the North. Some of them, like Gerald, were new people seeking their fortunes. Some, like Ellen, were members of old families who had found life intolerable in their former homes and sought haven in a distant land. Many had moved for no reason at all, except that the restless blood of pioneering fathers still quickened in their veins.
    爱伦的生活既不舒适也不愉快,然而她并不期待过舒服的日子,而且如果不愉快,那也是女人的命运。她承认这个世界是男人的这一事实。男人占有财产,然后由女人来管理。
    These people, drawn from many different places and with many different backgrounds, gave the whole life of the County an informality that was new to Ellen, an informality to which she never quite accustomed herself. She instinctively knew how Coast people would act in any circumstance. There was never any telling what north Georgians would do.
    管理得好时,男人享受名誉,女人还得称赞他能干。男人只要手上扎了根刺便会像公牛般大声吼叫,而女人连生孩子时的阵痛也得忍气吞声,生怕打搅了他。男人们出言粗鲁,经常酗酒,女人们却装做没有听见这种失言,并一声不响地服侍醉鬼上床睡觉。男人们粗暴而直率,可女人们总是那么和善、文雅,善于体谅别人。
    And, quickening all of the affairs of the section, was the high tide of prosperity then rolling over the South. All of the world was crying out for cotton, and the new land of the County, unworn and fertile, produced it abundantly. Cotton was the heartbeat of the section, the planting and the picking were the diastole and systole of the red earth. Wealth came out of the curving furrows, and arrogance came too—arrogance built on green bushes and the acres of fleecy white. If cotton could make them rich in one generation, how much richer they would be in the next!
    她是在上等妇女的传统教养下长大的,这使她学会怎样承担自己的职责而不丧失其温柔可爱。她有意要把自己的三个女儿也教育成高尚的女性,然而只在那两个小的身上成功了,因为苏伦渴望当一名出色的闺秀,很用心听母亲的教诲,卡琳也是个腼腆听话的女孩。可是思嘉,杰拉尔德的货真价实的孩子,却觉得那条当上等妇女的路实在太艰难了。
    This certainty of the morrow gave zest and enthusiasm to life, and the County people enjoyed life with a heartiness that Ellen could never understand. They had money enough and slaves enough to give them time to play, and they liked to play. They seemed never too busy to drop work for a fish fry, a hunt or a horse race, and scarcely a week went by without its barbecue or ball.
    思嘉使嬷嬷生气的一个毛病是不爱跟那两个谨慎的妹妹或威尔克斯家很有教养的几位姑娘在一起玩耍,却乐意同农场上的黑孩子或领居家的男孩子们厮混,跟他们一起爬树,一样掷石子。嬷嬷感到十分难过,怎么爱伦的女儿会有这样的怪癖,并且经常劝诫她"要学得像个小姐那样"。但是爱伦对问题看得更宽容,更远。她懂得从青梅竹马中能产生未来的终身伴侣的道理,而一个姑娘的头等大事无非结婚成家。她暗自念叨着:这孩子只不过精力旺盛些罢了,至于教育她学会那些德貌兼备的优点,成为一个使男人倾心的可爱的姑娘,那还有的是时间呢。
    Ellen never would, or could, quite become one of them—she had left too much of herself in Savannah—but she respected them and, in time, learned to admire the frankness and forthrightness of these people, who had few reticences and who valued a man for what he was.
    抱着这个目的,爱伦和嬷嬷同心协力,所以到思嘉年龄大些时便在这方面学习得相当不错了。她甚至还学会了一些旁的东西。尽管接连请了几位家庭女教师,又在附近的费耶特维尔女子学校念了两年书,她受的教育仍是不怎么完全的,不过在跳舞这一门上却是全县最出色的一位姑娘,真是舞姿鬭e鬭e,美妙无比。她懂得怎样微笑才能使那两个酒窝轻轻抖动,怎样扭着走路才能让宽大的裙子迷人的摇摆,怎样首先仰视一个男人的面孔,然后垂下眼来,迅速地螦E动眼帘,显出自己是在略带激情地颤抖似的。她最擅长的一手是在男人面前装出一副婴儿般天真烂漫的表情,藉以掩饰自己心中一个精明的心计。
    She became the best-loved neighbor in the County. She was a thrifty and kind mistress, a good mother and a devoted wife. The heartbreak and selflessness that she would have dedicated to the Church were devoted instead to the service of her child, her household and the man who had taken her out of Savannah and its memories and had never asked any questions.
    爱伦用细声细气地训诫,嬷嬷则用滔滔不绝的唠叨,都在尽力将那些作为淑女贤妻不可少的品质栽培到她身上去。
    When Scarlett was a year old, and more healthy and vigorous than a girl baby had any right to be, in Mammy’s opinion, Ellen’s second child, named Susan Elinor, but always called Suellen, was born, and in due time came Carreen, listed in the family Bible as Caroline Irene. Then followed three little boys, each of whom died before he had learned to walk—three little boys who now lay under the twisted cedars in the burying ground a hundred yards from the house, beneath three stones, each bearing the name of “Gerald O’Hara, Jr.”
    “你必须学会温柔一些,亲切一些,文静一些,"爱伦对女儿说。"男人们说话时千万别去插嘴,哪怕你真的认为自己比人家知道得多。男人总不喜欢快嘴快舌的姑娘。”“小姑娘家要是皱着眉头、嘟着嘴,说什么俺要这样不要那样,她们就别想找到丈夫,"嬷嬷忧郁地告诫说。"小姑娘家应当低着头回答说:‘先生,好吧。俺知道了,'或者说:‘听您的吩咐,先生。'"虽然她们两人把凡是大家闺秀应该知道和东西都教给了她,但是她仅仅学到了表面的礼貌。至于这些皮毛所应当体现的内在文雅她却既不曾学到也不知道为什么要学。有了外表就行了,因为上等妇女身份的仪表会给她赢来好名声,而她所需要的也不过如此而已。杰拉尔德吹嘘说她是周围五个县的美女,这话有几分真实,因为邻近一带几乎所有的青年,以远到亚特兰大和萨凡纳某些地方的许多人,都向她求过婚。
    From the day when Ellen first came to Tara, the place had been transformed. If she was only fifteen years old, she was nevertheless ready for the responsibilities of the mistress of a plantation. Before marriage, young girls must be, above all other things, sweet, gentle, beautiful and ornamental, but, after marriage, they were expected to manage households that numbered a hundred people or more, white and black, and they were trained with that in view.
    她到了16岁,就显得娇媚动人了,这应当归功于嬷嬷和爱伦的培养,不过她同时也变得任性、虚荣而固执起来。她有着和她的爱尔兰父亲一样容易感情冲动的品质,可是像她母亲那样无私坚忍的天性却压根儿没有,只不过学到了一点点表面的虚饰。爱伦从来不曾充分认识到这只是一点虚制,因为思嘉经常在她跟前显示自己最好的一面,而将她的大胆妄为掩藏起来,并且克制着自己的嬷嬷,表现得如她母亲所要求的那样性情温婉,否则,母亲那责备的一起管叫她羞愧得会掉泪呢。
    Ellen had been given this preparation for marriage which any well-brought-up young lady received, and she also had Mammy, who could galvanize the most shiftless negro into energy. She quickly brought order, dignity and grace into Gerald’s household, and she gave Tara a beauty it had never had before.
    但是嬷嬷对她并不存幻想,倒是经常警觉地观察着这种虚饰上的破绽。嬷嬷的眼睛比爱伦的锐利得多,思嘉实在想不起来这一辈子有哪件事是长期瞒过了她的。
    The house had been built according to no architectural plan whatever, with extra rooms added where and when it seemed convenient, but, with Ellen’s care and attention, it gained a charm that made up for its lack of design. The avenue of cedars leading from the main road to the house—that avenue of cedars without which no Georgia planter’s home could be complete—had a cool dark shadiness that gave a brighter tinge, by contrast, to the green of the other trees. The wistaria tumbling over the verandas showed bright against the whitewashed brick, and it joined with the pink crêpe myrtle bushes by the door and the white-blossomed magnolias in the yard to disguise some of the awkward lines of the house.
    这两位钟爱的良师并不替思嘉的快乐、活泼和娇媚担忧。
    In spring time and summer, the Bermuda grass and clover on the lawn became emerald, so enticing an emerald that it presented an irresistible temptation to the flocks of turkeys and white geese that were supposed to roam only the regions in the rear of the house. The elders of the flocks continually led stealthy advances into the front yard, lured on by the green of the grass and the luscious promise of the cape jessamine buds and the zinnia beds. Against their depredations, a small black sentinel was stationed on the front porch. Armed with a ragged towel, the little negro boy sitting on the steps was part of the picture of Tara—and an unhappy one, for he was forbidden to chunk the fowls and could only flap the towel at them and shoo them.
    这些特征正是南方妇女引以自豪的地方。她们担心的是杰拉尔德的倔强而暴躁的天性在她身上的表现,有时还生怕她们无法将她身上这些破坏性的东西掩盖起来,直到她选中一个如意郎君为止。可是思嘉想要结婚----要同艾希礼结婚----并且乐意装出一副貌似庄重、温顺而没有主见的模样,如果这些品性真正能够吸引男人的话。至于男人们为什么喜欢这样,思嘉并不清楚。她只知道这样的方法能行得通。她从来没有多大兴趣去思考这件事的道理,因为她对人的内心活动,甚至她自己的内心活动,一无所知。她只明白,只要她如此这般地做了说了,男人们便会准确无误地用如此这般的恭维来回报她。这像一个数学公式似的一点也不困难,因为思嘉在学校念书时数学这门功课学得相当轻松。
    Ellen set dozens of little black boys to this task, the first position of responsibility a male slave had at Tara. After they had passed their tenth year, they were sent to old Daddy the plantation cobbler to learn his trade, or to Amos the wheelwright and carpenter, or Phillip the cow man, or Cuffee the mule boy. If they showed no aptitude for any of these trades, they became field hands and, in the opinion of the negroes, they had lost their claim to any social standing at all.
    如果说她不怎么懂得男人的心理,那么她对女人的心就知道得更少了,因为她对她们更加不感兴趣。她从来不曾有过一个女朋友,也从来不因此感到遗憾。对于她来说,所有的女人,包括她的两个妹妹在内,在追共同的猎物----男人时,都是天然的仇敌。
    Ellen’s life was not easy, nor was it happy, but she did not expect life to be easy, and, if it was not happy, that was woman’s lot. It was a man’s world, and she accepted it as such. The man owned the property, and the woman managed it. The man took the credit for the management, and the woman praised his cleverness. The man roared like a bull when a splinter was in his finger, and the woman muffled the moans of childbirth, lest she disturb him. Men were rough of speech and often drunk. Women ignored the lapses of speech and put the drunkards to bed without bitter words. Men were rude and outspoken, women were always kind, gracious and forgiving.
    除她母亲以外,所有的女人都是如此。
    She had been reared in the tradition of great ladies, which had taught her how to carry her burden and still retain her charm, and she intended that her three daughters should be great ladies also. With her younger daughters, she had success, for Suellen was so anxious to be attractive she lent an attentive and obedient ear to her mother’s teachings, and Carreen was shy and easily led. But Scarlett, child of Gerald, found the road to ladyhood hard.
    爱伦·奥哈拉却不一样,思嘉把她看做一种有别于人类中其他人的神圣人物。她还是个小孩时,思嘉就把母亲和圣母马利亚混淆在一起了,如今她已长大成人,也看不出有什么理由要改变这种看法。对她来说,爱伦代表着只有上帝或一位母亲才能给予的那种安全可靠的保证。她认为她的母亲是正义、真理、慈爱和睿智的化身,是个伟大的女性。
    To Mammy’s indignation, her preferred playmates were not her demure sisters or the well-brought-up Wilkes girls but the negro children on the plantation and the boys of the neighborhood, and she could climb a tree or throw a rock as well as any of them. Mammy was greatly perturbed that Ellen’s daughter should display such traits and frequently adjured her to “ack lak a lil lady.” But Ellen took a more tolerant and long-sighted view of the matter. She knew that from childhood playmates grew beaux in later years, and the first duty of a girl was to get married. She told herself that the child was merely full of life and there was still time in which to teach her the arts and graces of being attractive to men.
    思嘉非常希望做一个像母亲那样的人。唯一的困难是,要做一个公正、真诚、慈爱、无乱的人,你就得牺牲许多人生乐趣,而且一定会换掉许多英俊的男人。可是人生太短促,要丧失这样可爱的事物就未免太可惜。等到有一天她嫁给了艾希礼,并且年纪老了,有了这样的机会时,她便着意去模仿爱伦。可是,在那之前……
    To this end, Ellen and Mammy bent their efforts, and as Scarlett grew older she became an apt pupil in this subject, even though she learned little else. Despite a succession of governesses and two years at the near-by Fayetteville Female Academy, her education was sketchy, but no girl in the County danced more gracefully than she. She knew how to smile so that her dimples leaped, how to walk pigeon-toed so that her wide hoop skirts swayed entrancingly, how to look up into a man’s face and then drop her eyes and bat the lids rapidly so that she seemed a-tremble with gentle emotion. Most of all she learned how to conceal from men a sharp intelligence beneath a face as sweet and bland as a baby’s.
    
    Ellen, by soft-voiced admonition, and Mammy, by constant carping, labored to inculcate in her the qualities that would make her truly desirable as a wife.
    
    “You must be more gentle, dear, more sedate,” Ellen told her daughter. “You must not interrupt gentlemen when they are speaking, even if you do think you know more about matters than they do. Gentlemen do not like forward girls.”
    
    “Young misses whut frowns an pushes out dey chins an’ says ‘Ah will’ and ‘Ah woan’ mos’ gener’ly doan ketch husbands,” prophesied Mammy gloomily. “Young misses should cas’ down dey eyes an’ say, Well, suh, Ah mout’ an’ ‘Jes’ as you say, suh.’ ”
    
    Between them, they taught her all that a gentlewoman should know, but she learned only the outward signs of gentility. The inner grace from which these signs should spring, she never learned nor did she see any reason for learning it. Appearances were enough, for the appearances of ladyhood won her popularity and that was all she wanted. Gerald bragged that she was the belle of five counties, and with some truth, for she had received proposals from nearly all the young men in the neighborhood and many from places as far away as Atlanta and Savannah.
    
    At sixteen, thanks to Mammy and Ellen, she looked sweet, charming and giddy, but she was, in reality, self-willed, vain and obstinate. She had the easily stirred passions of her Irish father and nothing except the thinnest veneer of her mother’s unselfish and forbearing nature. Ellen never fully realized that it was only a veneer, for Scarlett always showed her best face to her mother, concealing her escapades, curbing her temper and appearing as sweet-natured as she could in Ellen’s presence, for her mother could shame her to tears with a reproachful glance.
    
    But Mammy was under no illusions about her and was constantly alert for breaks in the veneer. Mammy’s eyes were sharper than Ellen’s, and Scarlett could never recall in all her life having fooled Mammy for long.
    
    It was not that these two loving mentors deplored Scarlett’s high spirits, vivacity and charm. These were traits of which Southern women were proud. It was Gerald’s headstrong and impetuous nature in her that gave them concern, and they sometimes feared they would not be able to conceal her damaging qualities until she had made a good match. But Scarlett intended to marry—and marry Ashley—and she was willing to appear demure, pliable and scatterbrained, if those were the qualities that attracted men. Just why men should be this way, she did not know. She only knew that such methods worked. It never interested her enough to try to think out the reason for it, for she knew nothing of the inner workings of any human being’s mind, not even her own. She knew only that if she did or said thus-and-so, men would unerringly respond with the complementary thus-and-so. It was like a mathematical formula and no more difficult, for mathematics was the one subject that had come easy to Scarlett in her schooldays.
    
    If she knew little about men’s minds, she knew even less about the minds of women, for they interested her less. She had never had a girl friend, and she never felt any lack on that account. To her, all women, including her two sisters, were natural enemies in pursuit of the same prey—man.
    
    All women with the one exception of her mother.
    
    Ellen O’Hara was different, and Scarlett regarded her as something holy and apart from all the rest of humankind. When Scarlett was a child, she had confused her mother with the Virgin Mary, and now that she was older she saw no reason for changing her opinion. To her, Ellen represented the utter security that only Heaven or a mother can give. She knew that her mother was the embodiment of justice, truth, loving tenderness and profound wisdom—a great lady.
    
    Scarlett wanted very much to be like her mother. The only difficulty was that by being just and truthful and tender and unselfish, one missed most of the joys of life, and certainly many beaux. And life was too short to miss such pleasant things. Some day when she was married to Ashley and old, some day when she had time for it, she intended to be like Ellen. But, until then …
    
    
    

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