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飘（乱世佳人）作者：玛格丽特.米切尔
Gone with the Wind 飘（乱世佳人）作者：玛格丽特.米切尔

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CHAPTER XII

第十二章

THE WAR went on, successfully for the most part, but people had stopped saying “One more victory and the war is over,” just as they had stopped saying the Yankees were cowards. It was obvious to all now that the Yankees were far from cowardly and that it would take more than one victory to conquer them. However, there were the Confederate victories in Tennessee scored by General Morgan and General Forrest and the triumph at the Second Battle of Bull Run hung up like visible Yankee scalps to gloat over. But there was a heavy price on these scalps. The hospitals and homes of Atlanta were overflowing with the sick and wounded, and more and more women were appearing in black. The monotonous rows of soldiers’ graves at Oakland Cemetery stretched longer every day.

战争继续进行着，大部分是成功的，但是现在人们已不再说"再来一个胜仗就可以结束战争"这样的话了，也不再说北方佬是胆小鬼了。现在大家都明白，北方佬根本不是胆小鬼，而且决不是再打一个胜仗就能把他们打垮的。不过在摩根将军和福雷斯将军指挥下南部联盟军在田纳西州打的胜仗，和第二次布尔溪战役的胜利，是可以作为击溃北军的战利品而加以吹嘘的。虽然，这些胜利都付出了重大的代价。亚特兰大各医院和一些居民家里，伤病员大量拥入，同时有愈来愈多的女人穿上了丧服，奥克兰公墓里那一排排的士兵坟墓也每天都在增加。

Confederate money had dropped alarmingly and the price of food and clothing had risen accordingly. The commissary was laying such heavy levies on foodstuffs that the tables of Atlanta were beginning to suffer. White flour was scarce and so expensive that corn bread was universal instead of biscuits, rolls and waffles. The butcher shops carried almost no beef and very little mutton, and that mutton cost so much only the rich could afford it. However there was still plenty of hog meat, as well as chickens and vegetables.

南部联盟政府的货币惊人地贬值，生活必需评价格随之急剧上涨。物资供销部门征收的食品税已高到使亚特兰大居民的饮食也开始蒙受损失了。白面极贵又很难买到，因此普遍以玉米面包代替饼干、面包卷和蛋糕。肉店里已几乎不卖牛肉，就连羊肉也很少，而羊肉的价钱又贵得只有阔仆人家才买得起。好在还有充足的猪肉，鸡和蔬菜也不少。

The Yankee blockade about the Confederate ports had tightened, and luxuries such as tea, coffee, silks, whalebone stays, colognes, fashion magazines and books were scarce and dear. Even the cheapest cotton goods had skyrocketed in price and ladies were regretfully making their old dresses do another season. Looms that had gathered dust for years had been brought down from attics, and there were webs of homespun to be found in nearly every parlor. Everyone, soldiers, civilians, women, children and negroes, began to wear homespun. Gray, as the color of the Confederate uniform, practically disappeared and homespun of a butternut shade took its place.

北方佬对南部联盟各州港口已加紧了封锁，因此茶叶、咖啡、丝绸、鲸须衣褡、香水、时装杂志和书籍等奢侈品，就既稀少又很贵了。甚至最便宜的棉织品的价格也在飞涨，以至一般女人都在唉声叹气地改旧翻新，用以对付着换季的衣着，多年以来尘封不动的织布机现在从阁楼上取了下来，几乎家家的客厅里都能见到家织的布匹。几乎每个人，士兵、平民、妇女、小孩和黑人，都穿上了这种家织土布的衣裳，灰色，作为南部联盟军制服的颜色，如今在日常穿着中已经绝迹，而由一种白胡桃色的家织布所替代了。

Already the hospitals were worrying about the scarcity of quinine, calomel, opium, chloroform and iodine. Linen and cotton bandages were too precious now to be thrown away when used, and every lady who nursed at the hospitals brought home baskets of bloody strips to be washed and ironed and returned for use on other sufferers.

各个医院已经在为缺乏奎宁、甘汞、鸦片、哥罗仿、碘酒等等而发愁。纱布和棉布绷带现在也很贵重，用后不能丢掉，所以凡是在医院服务的女人都带着一篮篮血污的布条回家，把它们洗净熨平，然后带回医院给别的伤员使用。

But to Scarlett, newly emerged from the chrysalis of widowhood, all the war meant was a time of gaiety and excitement. Even the small privations of clothing and food did not annoy her, so happy was she to be in the world again.

但是，对于刚刚从寡妇蛰居中跑出来的思嘉来说，战争只不过是一个愉快和兴奋的时候而已。甚至节衣缩食她也一点不以为苦，只要重新回到这广阔的世界里便心满意足了。

When she thought of the dull times of the past year, with the days going by one very much like another, life seemed to have quickened to an incredible speed. Every day dawned as an exciting adventure, a day in which she would meet new men who would ask to call on her, tell her how pretty she was, and how it was a privilege to fight and, perhaps, to die for her. She could and did love Ashley with the last breath in her body, but that did not prevent her from inveigling other men into asking to marry her.

她回想过去一年的沉闷的日子，一天又一天毫无变化地过着，便觉得眼前的生活节奏已大大加快，达到了令人难以置信的速度。每天早晨开始的都是一个新的激动人心的日子，她会遇到一些新的人，他们要求来拜访她，说她多么漂亮，说他们多么希望享有特权为她战斗甚至付出生命。她能够而且的确在爱着艾希礼直到自己生命中的最后一息，可是这并不妨碍她去引诱别的男人来向她求婚。

The ever-present war in the background lent a pleasant informality to social relations, an informality which older people viewed with alarm. Mothers found strange men calling on their daughters, men who came without letters of introduction and whose antecedents were unknown. To their horror, mothers found their daughters holding hands with these men. Mrs. Merriwether, who had never kissed her husband until after the wedding ceremony, could scarcely believe her eyes when she caught Maybelle kissing the little Zouave, René Picard, and her consternation was even greater when Maybelle refused to be ashamed. Even the fact that René immediately asked for her hand did not improve matters. Mrs. Merriwether felt that the South was heading for a complete moral collapse and frequently said so. Other mothers concurred heartily with her and blamed it on the war.

当前正在继续的战争给了后方人们一个不拘常规的进行社交活动的机会，这使老人们大为吃惊。做母亲的发现陌生男人来拜访女儿，他们既没有介绍信又家世来历不明，更可怕的是她们的女儿竟与这些人手拉手坐在一起！就说梅里韦瑟太太吧，她是直到结婚以后才吻她的丈夫的，现在看见梅贝尔竟在吻那小个子义勇兵雷内·皮卡德了，这叫她怎能相信自己的眼睛呢？特别是当梅贝尔公然表示不觉得羞耻时，她就更加惊恐万状了。即使雷内很快便向她求了婚，也没有缓和这一紧张局面。梅里韦瑟太太觉得南方正在道德上迅速全面地崩溃，并且经常提出这样的警告。其他作母亲的人也衷心赞同她的意见，并将问题归咎于战争。

But men who expected to die within a week or a month could not wait a year before they begged to call a girl by her first name, with “Miss,” of course, preceding it. Nor would they go through the formal and protracted courtships which good manners had prescribed before the war. They were likely to propose in three or four months. And girls who knew very well that a lady always refused a gentleman the first three times he proposed rushed headlong to accept the first time.

可是那些说不定在一周或一个月内就会牺牲的男人，是不耐烦等待一年才去要求叫一位姑娘的小名的（当然还得冠以"小姐"的称号）。他们也不会履行战前规定的那种冗长的正式求婚礼节。他们总是在三四个月之内就提出订婚的要求。

This informality made the war a lot of fun for Scarlett. Except for the messy business of nursing and the bore of bandage rolling, she did not care if the war lasted forever. In fact, she could endure the hospital with equanimity now because it was a perfect happy hunting ground. The helpless wounded succumbed to her charms without a struggle. Renew their bandages, wash their faces, pat up their pillows and fan them, and they fell in love. Oh, it was Heaven after the last dreary year!

至于女孩子们，她们本来很清楚上等人家的姑娘一般要拒绝男方三次，而如今却在头一次就急忙答应了。

Scarlett was back again where she had been before she married Charles and it was as if she had never married him, never felt the shock of his death, never borne Wade. War and marriage and childbirth had passed over her without touching any deep chord within her and she was unchanged. She had a child but he was cared for so well by the others in the red brick house she could almost forget him. In her mind and heart, she was Scarlett O’Hara again, the belle of the County. Her thoughts and activities were the same as they had been in the old days, but the field of her activities had widened immensely. Careless of the disapproval of Aunt Pitty’s friends, she behaved as she had behaved before her marriage, went to parties, danced, went riding with soldiers, flirted, did everything she had done as a girl, except stop wearing mourning. This she knew would be a straw that would break the backs of Pittypat and Melanie. She was as charming a widow as she had been a girl, pleasant when she had her own way, obliging as long as it did not discommode her, vain of her looks and her popularity.

这种不正常的状况使思嘉觉得战争还是相当有趣的。除了护理工作肮脏和卷绷带太麻烦以外，她不怕战争永远拖延下去。事实上，她现在对医院里的事情已能镇静地应付了，因为那里还是一个很好很愉快的狩猎场呢。那些无依无靠的伤兵会乖乖地屈服于她的魅力之下。只要给他们换换绷带，洗洗脸，拍打拍打他们的枕头，给他们打打扇子，他们很快就爱上你了。啊，经历了过去一年的暗淡日子，这里就是天堂了！

She was happy now where a few weeks before she had been miserable, happy with her beaux and their reassurances of her charm, as happy as she could be with Ashley married to Melanie and in danger. But somehow it was easier to bear the thought of Ashley belonging to some one else when he was far away. With the hundreds of miles stretching between Atlanta and Virginia, he sometimes seemed as much hers as Melanie’s.

思嘉又回到了她跟查理尔斯结婚以前所处的地位，还仿佛根本没有嫁给他，根本没有感受过他死亡的打击，根本没有生过韦德似的。战争、结婚和生孩子一点没有触动她内心深处的那根弦就从她身边过去了，她一点也没有改变。她有一个孩子，她简直可以把他忘了。那所红砖房子里其他的人在仔细照料着他，她在思想和感情上又成了原来的思嘉，原来县里的那个美女。她的思想和行为又恢复到往昔那个模样，可是活动的天地却大大扩展了。她不顾皮蒂姑妈和那些朋友们的非议，仍然像结婚以前那样为人行事，如参加宴会啦，跳舞啦，同士兵一起骑马外出啦，彼此调情啦，凡是她在姑娘时期做过的一切现在都做，只差没有脱掉丧服了。她知道脱丧服这件事虽然微不足道，但皮蒂帕特和媚兰是死活不会同意的。而且她当寡妇也像做姑娘时一样迷人，只要对她不加干涉她就照样快乐，只要不使她为难她就乐于助人，而且对自己的姿容和到处招人爱慕也是十分得意的。

So the autumn months of 1862 went swiftly by with nursing, dancing, driving and bandage rolling taking up all the time she did not spend on brief visits to Tara. These visits were disappointing, for she had little opportunity for the long quiet talks with her mother to which she looked forward while in Atlanta, no time to sit by Ellen while she sewed, smelling the faint fragrance of lemon verbena sachet as her skirts rustled, feeling her soft hands on her cheek in a gentle caress.

在这个几周以前还令人痛苦的地方，如今她感到愉快起来了。

Ellen was thin and preoccupied now and on her feet from morning until long after the plantation was asleep. The demands of the Confederate commissary were growing heavier by the month, and hers was the task of making Tara produce. Even Gerald was busy, for the first time in many years, for he could get no overseer to take Jonas Wilkerson’s place and he was riding his own acres. With Ellen too busy for more than a goodnight kiss and Gerald in the fields all day, Scarlett found Tara boring. Even her sisters were taken up with their own concerns. Suellen had now come to an “understanding” with Frank Kennedy and sang “When This Cruel War Is Over” with an arch meaning Scarlett found well-nigh unendurable, and Carreen was too wrapped up in dreams of Brent Tarleton to be interesting company.

她高兴又有了一些情人，高兴听他们说她仍然这么美丽，这是在艾希礼已经跟媚兰结婚而且正面临危险的情况下她所能享受到的最大愉快。不过在目前，即使想起艾希礼已经属于别人也是比较容易忍受的，因为他毕竟远在他方呢。亚特兰大和弗吉尼亚相距数百英里之遥，他有时好像就是她的，犹如是媚兰的一个样。

Though Scarlett always went home to Tara with a happy heart, she was never sorry when the inevitable letters came from Pitty and Melanie, begging her to return. Ellen always sighed at these times, saddened by the thought of her oldest daughter and her only grandchild leaving her.

１８６２年秋天就这样在护理、跳舞、坐马车和卷绷带中飞快地过去了，连回塔拉小住几回也没有花多少日子。在塔拉的小住是令人失望的，因为很少有机会像在亚特兰大所希望的那样跟母亲清静地长谈，也没有时间陪着她做针线活儿，闻闻她走动时从马鞭草香囊中散发出的隐隐香味，或者让她的温柔的手在自己脸颊上轻轻抚摩一番。

“But I mustn’t be selfish and keep you here when you are needed to nurse in Atlanta,” she said. “Only—only, my darling, it seems that I never get the time to talk to you and to feel that you are my own little girl again before you are gone from me.”

好像有满腔的心事，母亲瘦了，而且从清早开始，一直要到全农场的人都入睡以后许久才得休息，南部联盟物资供销部的需求一月比一月高，她的任务便是设法让塔拉农场拼命生产。连杰拉尔德也不得闲，这是多年以来头一次，因为他找不到一个监工来代替乔纳斯·威尔克森的工作，每天都得亲自骑马到田里去来回巡视。既然母亲忙碌得每天只能道一声晚安，父亲又整天在大田里，思嘉便觉得塔拉这地方已无法待下去。甚至她的两个妹妹也各有心事，不得清闲。苏伦现在同弗兰克·肯尼迪达到了某种"默契"，并以一种思嘉觉得几乎难以忍受的寓意在唱起《到这场残酷战争结束时》来了。还有卡琳，她太迷恋布伦特·塔尔顿了，也不能陪伴思嘉或给她带来什么乐趣。

“I’m always your little girl,” Scarlett would say and bury her head upon Ellen’s breast, her guilt rising up to accuse her. She did not tell her mother that it was the dancing and the beaux which drew her back to Atlanta and not the service of the Confederacy. There were many things she kept from her mother these days. But, most of all, she kept secret the fact that Rhett Butler called frequently at Aunt Pittypat’s house.

尽管思嘉每回都是怀着愉快的心情到塔拉老家去的，但她收到皮蒂和媚兰不可避免地催她回来的信时，也并不觉得难过。倒是母亲在这种时候，想到她的长女和惟一的外孙即将离开她，总要长吁短叹，默默地伤心一番。

“但是我不能只顾自己把你留在这里，既然那边需要你在亚特兰大参加护理工作。”母亲说。"只是----只是，亲爱的，我总觉得还没有来得及跟你好好谈谈，没有好好地重新叙一叙母女之情，而你很快就走了。”“我永远是你的小女孩，”思嘉总是这样说，一面把头紧靠在母亲胸口，内心深感歉疚。她没有告诉母亲，她急于回到亚特兰大去不是要为南部联盟服务，而是因为在那里可以跳舞，还有许多情人。近来她向母亲隐瞒了许多事情，其中最重要的是瑞德·巴特勒经常到皮蒂帕特姑妈家来这件事。

During the months that followed the bazaar, Rhett called whenever he was in town, taking Scarlett riding in his carriage, escorting her to danceables and bazaars and waiting outside the hospital to drive her home. She lost her fear of his betraying her secret, but there always lurked in the back of her mind the disquieting memory that he had seen her at her worst and knew the truth about Ashley. It was this knowledge that checked her tongue when he annoyed her. And he annoyed her frequently.

在义卖会之后几个月里，瑞德每次进城都要来拜访皮蒂帕特姑妈家，然后带着思嘉一起坐马车外出，陪她去参加跳舞会和义卖会，并在医院外面等着把她送回家去。她也不再担心他会泄露她的秘密了，不过在意识深处仍潜藏着一个不安的记忆，即他目睹过她那件最丢人的事，知道她和艾希礼之间的真正关系。正是由于这个缘故，他每次跟她过不去时，她都不说什么。可是他却时常跟她过不去。

He was in his mid-thirties, older than any beau she had ever had, and she was as helpless as a child to control and handle him as she had handled beaux nearer her own age. He always looked as if nothing had ever surprised him and much had amused him and, when he had gotten her into a speechless temper, she felt that she amused him more than anything in the world. Frequently she flared into open wrath under his expert baiting, for she had Gerald’s Irish temper along with the deceptive sweetness of face she had inherited from Ellen. Heretofore she had never bothered to control her temper except in Ellen’s presence. Now it was painful to have to choke back words for fear of his amused grin. If only he would ever lose his temper too, then she would not feel at such a disadvantage.

他已经三十五六岁了，比她曾经有过的任何情人都大，所以她在他跟前简直是个毫无办法的孩子，不能像对待那些年龄与她相近的情人那样来对待和支配他。他总是显得若无其事，仿佛世界上没有什么令人惊奇之处反而十分好玩似的；因此她即使被气得闷声不响了，也觉得自己给他带来了莫大的乐趣。她在他的巧妙引逗下往往会勃然大怒，因为她兼有父亲的爱尔兰人品性和从母亲那里继承来的略带狡黠的面容。在这以前，她是从来不控制自己的感情的，除非在母亲跟前，可如今为了避免他那得意的咧嘴冷笑，使不得不忍痛把已到嘴边的话也憋了回去。她恨不得他也发起脾气来，那时她就不会有处于这种不利地位的感觉了。

After tilts with him from which she seldom emerged the victor she vowed he was impossible, ill-bred and no gentleman and she would have nothing more to do with him. But sooner or later, he returned to Atlanta, called, presumably on Aunt Pitty, and presented Scarlett, with overdone gallantry, a box of bonbons he had brought her from Nassau. Or preempted a seat by her at a musicale or claimed her at a dance, and she was usually so amused by his bland impudence that she laughed and overlooked his past misdeeds until the next occurred.

她几乎每次跟他斗嘴都没有占到便宜，事后总是狠狠地说这个人不行，不是上等人，没有教养，她再也不同他交往了。可是或迟或早，他又回到了亚特兰大，又假装来拜访皮蒂姑妈，以过分的殷勤送给思嘉一盒从纳索带来的糖果，或是在社交性的音乐会上抢先占一个思嘉身旁的座位，或者在舞会上紧盯着她，而她对他这种殷勤的厚脸皮态度照样感到高兴，总是笑呵呵的，宽恕了他过去的冒失，直到下一次再发生为止。

For all his exasperating qualities, she grew to look forward to his calls. There was something exciting about him that she could not analyze, something different from any man she had ever known. There was something breathtaking in the grace of his big body which made his very entrance into a room like an abrupt physical impact, something in the impertinence and bland mockery of his dark eyes that challenged her spirit to subdue him.

尽管他的有些品性叫人很恼火，她还是更加盼望他来拜访了。他身上有一种她无法理解而令人兴奋的东西，一种与她所认识的每个人都不一样的东西。他那魁伟俊美的身躯不乏惊人之处，因此只要他走进屋来就让你觉得突然受到肉体的冲击，同时那双黑眼睛流露着卤莽无礼和暗暗嘲笑的神色，这给思嘉以精神上的挑战，激起她下决心要把他降服。

“It’s almost like I was in love with him!” she thought, bewildered. “But I’m not and I just can’t understand it.”

“这几乎像是我已经爱上他了！"她心中暗想，有点莫名其妙。"不过，只是不明白究竟是怎么回事，我并没有。"可是那种兴奋的感觉依然存在，他每一次来看她们，他那全副的男性刚强之气总要使得皮蒂姑妈的这个富有教养的上等人家显得既狭小又暗淡，而且还有点迂腐味儿。思嘉并不是这个家庭中唯一对他产生奇异而非情愿反应的人，因为连皮蒂姑妈也被他逗得心慌意乱了。

But the exciting feeling persisted. When he came to call, his complete masculinity made Aunt Pitty’s well-bred and ladylike house seem small, pale and a trifle fusty. Scarlett was not the only member of the household who reacted strangely and unwillingly to his presence, for her kept Aunt Pitty in a flutter and a ferment.

皮蒂明明知道爱伦不会赞成巴特勒来看她的女儿，也知道查尔斯顿上流社会对他的排斥是一件不容忽视的事，可是她已抵制不住他那精心设计的恭维和殷勤，就像一只苍蝇经不起蜜糖缸的引诱那样。加之，他往往送给她一两件从纳索带来的小礼品，口称这是他冒着生命危险专门为她跑封锁线买来的----这些礼物无非是别针、织针、钮扣、丝线、发夹之类。不过，这种小小奢侈品现在也是很不容易得到手，以致妇女们只好戴手工做的木制卡，用布包橡子当钮扣，而皮蒂又缺乏道德上的毅力，只好接受巴特勒的馈赠了。此外，她还有一种孩子般的嗜好，喜欢新颖的包装，一看见这些礼品便忍不住要打开来看看，既然打开了又怎好再退还呢？于是，收下礼品之后，她就再也鼓不起勇气来说什么由于名声上的关系，他不适宜常来拜访这三位没有男性保护的单身妇女了。

While Pitty knew Ellen would disapprove of his calls on her daughter, and knew also that the edict of Charleston banning him from polite society was not one to be lightly disregarded, she could no more resist his elaborate compliments and hand kissing than a fly can resist a honey pot. Moreover, he usually brought her some little gift from Nassau which he assured her he had purchased especially for her and blockaded in at risk of his life—papers of pins and needles, buttons, spools of silk thread and hairpins. It was almost impossible to obtain these small luxuries now—ladies were wearing hand-whittled wooden hairpins and covering acrons with cloth for buttons—and Pitty lacked the moral stamina to refuse them. Besides, she had a childish love of surprise packages and could not resist opening his gifts. And, having once opened them, she did not feel that she could refuse them. Then, having accepted his gifts, she could not summon courage enough to tell him his reputation made it improper for him to call on three lone women who had no male protector. Aunt Pitty always felt that she needed a male protector when Rhett Butler was in the house.

的确这是不难想见的，只要瑞德·巴特勒在屋子里，皮蒂姑妈便觉得自己需要一位男性保护人。

“I don’t know what it is about him,” she would sigh helplessly. “But—well, I think he’d be a nice, attractive man if I could just feel that—well, that deep down in his heart he respected women.”

“我不明白他究竟是怎么回事，"她时常无可奈何地叹息。

Since the return of her wedding ring, Melanie had felt that Rhett was a gentleman of rare refinement and delicacy and she was shocked at this remark. He was unfailingly courteous to her, but she was a little timid with him, largely because she was shy with any man she had not known from childhood. Secretly she was very sorry for him, a feeling which would have amused him had he been aware of it. She was certain that some romantic sorrow had blighted his life and made him hard and bitter, and she felt that what he needed was the love of a good woman. In all her sheltered life she had never seen evil and could scarcely credit its existence, and when gossip whispered things about Rhett and the girl in Charleston she was shocked and unbelieving. And, instead of turning her against him, it only made her more timidly gracious toward him because of her indignation at what she fancied was a gross injustice done him.

“可是----说真的，我觉得他很可能是个令人感到亲切的好人，如果只凭感觉来说的话 ----嗯，他在内心深处是尊重妇女的。"媚兰自从收到那只退回来的结婚戒指以后，便觉得瑞德·巴特勒是个难得那么文雅而精细的上等人，现在听皮蒂这样评论，还不免感到震惊呢。他一向对她很有礼貌，可是她在他面前总有点怯生生的，这主要是因为她跟每一个不是从小就认识的男人在一起时都会感到羞涩的缘故。她还暗暗地为他非常难过，这一点要是巴特勒知道了定会高兴的。她深信一定有某种罗曼蒂克的伤心事把他的生活给毁了，才使他变得这样强硬而苛刻，而他目前最需要的是一个好女人的爱。

Scarlett silently agreed with Aunt Pitty. She, too, felt that he had no respect for any woman, unless perhaps for Melanie. She still felt unclothed every time his eyes ran up and down her figure. It was not that he ever said anything. Then she could have scorched him with hot words. It was the bold way his eyes looked out of his swarthy face with a displeasing air of insolence, as if all women were his property to be enjoyed in his own good time. Only with Melanie was this look absent. There was never that cool look of appraisal, never mockery in his eyes, when he looked at Melanie; and there was an especial note in his voice when he spoke to her, courteous, respectful, anxious to be of service.

她一向生活在深闺之中，从没见过会过什么恶人恶事，也很难相信它们是存在的，因此当她听到人们悄悄议论瑞德的那个女孩子在查尔斯顿发生的事情时，便大为震惊和难以相信。

“I don’t see why you’re so much nicer to her than to me,” said Scarlett petulantly, one afternoon when Melanie and Pitty had retired to take their naps and she was alone with him.

所以，她不仅没有对他产生恶感，反而更加暗暗地同情他，觉得他蒙受了重大的冤屈，为之愤愤不平。

For an hour she had watched Rhett hold the yarn Melanie was winding for knitting, had noted the blank inscrutable expression when Melanie talked at length and with pride of Ashley and his promotion. Scarlett knew Rhett had no exalted opinion of Ashley and cared nothing at all about the fact that he had been made a major. Yet he made polite replies and murmured the correct things about Ashley’s gallantry.

思嘉默默地同意皮蒂姑妈的看法，她也觉得巴特勒不尊重女人，只有对媚兰或许是例外。每当他的眼光从上到下打量着她的身躯时，她总觉得自己像没穿衣服似的，这倒并不是他说了什么。她是可以狠狠地教训他几句的，如果他说出来。可恶的是他那双眼睛从一张黝黑的脸上讨厌和肆无忌惮地向你瞧着时那副模样，仿佛所有的女人都不过是他自己高兴时享用的财产罢了。这副模样只有跟媚兰在一起时才不会出现。他望着媚兰时脸上从没有过的那种冷冷的起神态，眼睛里从没有嘲讽意味；她对媚兰说话时，声音也显得特别客气，尊敬，好像很愿意为她效劳似的。

And if I so much as mention Ashley’s name, she had thought irritably, he cocks his eyebrow up and smiles that nasty, knowing smile!

“我不明白你为什么对媚兰比对我好得多，"有天下午思嘉不耐烦地对他说，她单独跟他在一起，当时媚兰和皮蒂睡午觉去了。

“I’m much prettier than she is,” she continued, “and I don’t see why you’re nicer to her.”

原来刚才有一个小时之久，她一直望着他手里拿着媚兰正在绾卷准备编织的那团毛线，也一直在注意媚兰详细而自豪地谈起艾希礼和他的晋升时那副又呆板又叫人看不透的表情。思嘉知道瑞德对艾希礼没有什么太高的评价，而且毫不关心他最近当上了少校的这件事。可是他却很有礼貌地在应酬媚兰，并喃喃地说了一些赞许艾希礼英勇的应酬话。

“Dare I hope that you are jealous?”

思嘉烦恼地想：要是我，只要一提起艾希礼的名字，他就会竖起眉毛讨厌地笑起来了！

“Oh, don’t presume!”

“我比她漂亮得多，"她继续说道：“就是不理解你为什么偏偏对她更好一些。”“我敢说你是在妒忌吧？”“啊，别胡猜！”“你又使我失望了，如果说我对威尔克斯太太好一些，那是因为她值得这样。她是我生气很少见过的一个温厚、亲切而不自私的人。不过你或许没有注意到她的这些品性。而且，尽管她还年轻，她都是我有幸结识过的很少几位伟大女性之一呢。”“那么你是说你不认为我也是一位伟大女性喽？”“在我们头一次遇见时，我想，我们就彼此同意你根本不是个上等女人了。”“啊，看你再敢那么可恨，那么放肆地提起这件事来！你怎能凭那点小孩子偏偏就说我的坏话呢？而且那是许久以前的事了，如今我已经长大，要是你不经常提起来说个不休，我就压根儿把它忘记了。”“我并不认为那是小孩子脾气，也不相信你已经改了。只要你一不如意，即使今天，你还会像当时那样摔花瓶的。不过你现在大体上是称心惬意的，所以用不着摔那些小古董了。”“啊，你这----我真恨不得自己是个男人！那样我就要把你叫出去，把你----”“把我宰了，以消你心头之恨。可是我能在五十玛之外打中一个银币呢。最好还是抓住你自己的武器----酒窝呀，花瓶呀，等等，”“你简直是个流氓！”“你是想用这种辱骂来激怒我吗？我只能叫你失望。很遗憾，单凭一些符合实际的谩骂是不能让我生气的。我的确是个流氓，又怎能不是呢？在这个自由国家，只要自己高兴，人人都可以当流氓嘛。像你这样的人，亲爱的女士，明明心地是黑的却偏要掩盖它，而且一听到别人这样骂，你就大发雷霆，那才是伪君子呢。"在他冷静的微笑和慢条斯理的批评面前，她实在毫无办法，因为她以前从没碰到过这样难以对付的人，她的武器诸如蔑视、冷漠、谩骂，等等，现在都不好使用了，因为无论她怎么说都不能让他感到羞耻，根据她的经验，妻子最坚决要维护的是他的诚实，懦夫最坚决要维护的是他的勇敢，粗人是他的文雅，妻子是他的荣誉。可这条规律对于瑞德并不适用。他承认你所说的一切，并且笑嘻嘻地鼓励你再说下去。

“Another hope crushed. If I am ‘nicer’ to Mrs. Wilkes, it is because she deserves it. She is one of the very few kind, sincere and unselfish persons I have ever known. But perhaps you have failed to note these qualities. And moreover, for all her youth, she is one of the few great ladies I have ever been privileged to know.”

在这几个月里，他经常来来去去，来时不预先通报，去时也不说再见。思嘉从来没发现他究竟到亚特兰大来干什么，因为别的跑封锁线的商人很少从海滨这么远跑来的。他们在威尔明顿或查尔斯顿卸了货物，同一群群从南方各地聚集到这里来购买封锁商品的商人接头，她要是想到，他居然这样不辞辛苦来看她，便应当觉得高兴，不过她即使虚荣得有点反常，也还不怎么相信这一点。如果他曾表示过爱她，妒忌那些成天围着她转的男人，甚至拉着她的手，向她讨一张照片或一条手绢来珍藏在身边，她就会得意地认为他已经被她的魅力迷住了，可是，他却仍然叫你心烦，不像个恋爱的样子，而最糟糕的是他似乎已经识破她引诱他上钩的手腕了。

“Do you mean to say you don’t think I’m a great lady, too?”

每次进城来他都会在女性当中引起一阵骚动，这不仅仅由于他周围有股冒险的跑封锁线商人的罗曼蒂克平息，还因为这中间夹杂着一种危险和遭禁的刺激性成分。他的名声太坏了！因此亚特兰大的太太们每聚会闲谈一次，他的坏名声就增长一分，可这只能使他对年轻姑娘们具有更大的魅力。因为这些姑娘都很天真，她们只听说他"对女人很放荡"，至于一个男人究竟是怎么个"放荡"法，她们就不清楚了。她们还听见别人悄悄地说，女孩子跟他接近是危险的。可是，尽管名声这样坏，他却自从第一次在亚特兰大露面以来，连一个未婚姑娘的手也没有吻过，这不很奇怪吗？当然，这一点也只不过使他显得更神秘和更富于刺激性罢了。

“I think we agreed on the occasion of our first meeting that you were no lady at all.”

除了军队的英雄，他是在亚特兰大被谈论最多的人物。人人都清楚，他是由于酗酒和 “跟女人的某种瓜葛"而被西点军校开除的。那件关于他连累了一位查尔斯顿姑娘并杀了她兄弟的可怕丑闻，已经是家喻户晓的了。人们还从查尔斯顿朋友的信中进一步了解到，他的父亲是位意志刚强、性格耿直和令人敬爱的老绅士，他把二十岁的瑞德分文不给地赶出了家门，甚至从家用《圣经》中画掉了他的名字。从那以后，瑞德加入１８４９年采金的人潮到过加利福尼亚，后来到了南美洲和古巴。他在那些地方的经历据说都不怎么光彩，比如，为女人闹纠纷啦，决斗啦，给中美洲的革命党人私运军火啦，等等，像亚特兰大人所听说的，其中最坏的是干上了赌博这个行当。

“Oh, if you are going to be hateful and rude enough to bring that up again! How can you hold that bit of childish temper against me? That was so long ago and I’ve grown up since then and I’d forget all about it if you weren’t always harping and hinting about it.”

在佐治亚，几乎每个家庭都有男性成员或亲戚在参加赌博，输钱、甚至输掉房子、土地和奴隶，使得全家痛苦不堪。

“I don’t think it was childish temper and I don’t believe you’ve changed. You are just as capable now as then of throwing vases if you don’t get your own way. But you usually get your way now. And so there’s no necessity for broken bric-a-brac.”

不过，这与瑞德的情况不同，一个人可以赌得自己破产，但仍不失上等人身份，可是一旦成了职业赌徒就是被社会遗弃的了。

“Oh, you are—I wish I was a man! I’d call you out and—”

假如不是战争带来了动乱和他本人为南部联盟政府做事的缘故，瑞德·巴特勒是决不会为亚特兰大所接受的。可是现在，甚至那些最讲究体面的太太们也觉得为了爱国心，有必要宽大为怀了。有些更重情感的人则倾向于认为巴特勒家这个不肖之子已经在悔改并企图弥补自己的罪过了。所以太太们感到理该通融一些，特别对这样勇敢的一位跑封锁线的商人，现在人人都知道，南部联盟的命运就像寄托在前线军人身上那样，也寄托在那些跑封锁线商船逃避北方佬舰队的技巧上了。

“And get killed for your pains. I can drill a dime at fifty yards. Better stick to your own weapons—dimples, vases and the like.”

有谣传说，巴特勒船长是南方最出色的水手之一，又说他行动起来是不顾一切和泰然自若的。他生长在查尔斯顿，熟悉海港附近卡罗来纳海岸的每一个小港小湾、沙洲和岸礁，同时对威尔明顿周围的水域也了如指掌。他从没损失过一只小船或被迫抛弃一批货物。当战争爆发时，他从默默无闻中突然冒了出来，用手头的钱买了一条小小的快艇，而现在，封锁线货物的利润已增加到二十倍，他也拥有四条船了。他用高薪雇用了很好的驾驶员，他们在黑夜载着棉花偷偷离开查尔斯顿和威尔明顿，向纳索、英国和加拿大驶去。英国的棉纺厂正在那里停工待料，工人在挨饿，所以每个穿过了北方佬舰队的封锁线商人都可以随心所欲地要高价呢。

“You are just a rascal.”

瑞德的几条船在为南部联盟政府运出棉花和运进南方所迫切需要的战争物资两方面都是特别幸运的。因此，那些太太们对于这样一位勇敢人物便很宽恕，并且把他的许多事情都不放在心上了。

“Do you expect me to fly into a rage at that? I am sorry to disappoint you. You can’t make me mad by calling me names that are true. Certainly I’m a rascal, and why not? It’s a free country and a man may be a rascal if he chooses. It’s only hypocrites like you, my dear lady, just as black at heart but trying to hide it, who become enraged when called by their right names.”

他身材魁伟，在他面前走过的人都不觉回头看看。他随意花钱，骑一匹野性的黑公马，衣着也是很讲究入时的。这最后一点足以引人注目了，因为现在军人的制服已经又脏又破。老百姓即使穿上最好的衣裳也看得出是精心修补过的。思嘉觉得还从没见过像他身上穿的这么雅致的淡米色方格花呢的裤子呢。至于他的那些背心，则都是十分漂亮的货色，尤其那件白纹绸上面绣有小小粉红蔷薇花蕾的，更是精美无比，这样的衣着配上潇洒的风度，倒显得非常相称而不徒见华丽只要他着意显示自己的魅力，那是很少有女人能够抵挡得住的，结果连梅里韦瑟太太也不得不为之动容，并邀请他星期天到家里来吃午饭了。

She was helpless before his calm smile and his drawling remarks, for she had never before met anyone who was so completely impregnable. Her weapons of scorn, coldness and abuse blunted in her hands, for nothing she could say would shame him. It had been her experience that the liar was the hottest to defend his veracity, the coward his courage, the ill-bred his gentlemanliness, and the cad his honor. But not Rhett. He admitted everything and laughed and dared her to say more.

梅贝尔·梅里韦瑟准备在那位小个儿义勇兵下次休假时同他结婚，她一想起这件事就哭鼻子，因为她下定决心要穿一件白缎子衣服结婚，可是在南部联盟境内找不到白缎子。连借也没处借，为的是多年以来所有的缎子结婚礼服都拿去改作军品了。爱国心很强的梅里韦瑟太太想批评自己的女儿，并想指出对于一位拥护南部联盟的新娘来说，穿家织布的结婚礼服也很体面嘛，可就是没有用。梅贝尔非要穿缎子不行。为了主义，她宁愿、甚至自豪地不戴发夹，没有糖果和茶，或者没有钮扣和好的鞋子，但就是要穿一并缎子的结婚礼服。

He came and went during these months, arriving unheralded and leaving without saying good-by. Scarlett never discovered just what business brought him to Atlanta, for few other blockaders found it necessary to come so far away from the coast. They landed their cargoes at Wilmington or Charleston, where they were met by swarms of merchants and speculators from all over the South who assembled to buy blockaded goods at auction. It would have pleased her to think that he made these trips to see her, but even her abnormal vanity refused to believe this. If he had ever once made love to her, seemed jealous of the other men who crowded about her, even tried to hold her hand or begged for a picture or a handkerchief to cherish, she would have thought triumphantly he had been caught by her charms. But he remained annoyingly unloverlike and, worst of all, seemed to see through all her maneuverings to bring him to his knees.

从媚兰那里听到了这件事，瑞德便从英国带回来许多码闪亮的白缎子和一条精美的网状面纱，作为结婚礼品送给她。

Whenever he came to town, there was a feminine fluttering. Not only did the romantic aura of the dashing blockader hang about him but there was also the titillating element of the wicked and the forbidden. He had such a bad reputation! And every time the matrons of Atlanta gathered together to gossip, his reputation grew worse, which only made him all the more glamorous to the young girls. As most of them were quite innocent, they had heard little more than that he was “quite loose with women”—and exactly how a man went about the business of being “loose” they did not know. They also heard whispers that no girt was safe with him. With such a reputation, it was strange that he had never so much as kissed the hand of an unmarried girl since he first appeared in Atlanta. But that only served to make him more mysterious and more exciting.

他采取的手法很巧妙，以致你很难想象怎样才能向他提起付钱的事，而且梅贝尔高兴得几乎要吻他了。梅里韦瑟太太知道，送这么昂贵的礼品----而且是一件衣服料子----是极为不正常的，可是当瑞德以十分漂亮的措辞说，对于我们一位出色英雄的新娘来说，用无论多么美丽的衣饰来打扮她都不过分，这样她就无法拒绝了。于是梅里韦瑟太太便邀请他到家里来吃午饭，觉得这个面子比付钱还他的礼品还要有意思些。

Outside of the army heroes, he was the most talked-about man in Atlanta. Everyone knew in detail how he had been expelled from West Point for drunkenness and “something about women.” That terrific scandal concerning the Charleston girl he had compromised and the brother he had killed was public property. Correspondence with Charleston friends elicited the further information that his father, a charming old gentleman with an iron will and a ramrod for a backbone, had cast him out without a penny when he was twenty and even stricken his name from the family Bible. After that he had wandered to California in the gold rush of 1849 and thence to South America and Cuba, and the reports of his activities in these parts were none too savory. Scrapes about women, several shootings, gun running to the revolutionists in Central America and, worst of all, professional gambling were included in his career, as Atlanta heard it.

他不仅给梅贝尔送来了缎子，而且能对这件礼服的式样提出宝贵的建议。在巴黎，这个季节的裙圈比较宽大，裙裾却短一些。它们已不用皱边，而是做成扇形的花边折叠在一起，把底下镶有带的衬裙露出来。他还说他在街上已看不到穿宽松长裤的人，因此设想那已经" 过时"了。后来，梅里韦瑟太太告诉埃尔辛太太，要是她稍一放手让他再说下去，他准会把巴黎女人时下穿的什么样的内裤都如实地说出来了。

There was hardly a family in Georgia who could not own to their sorrow at least one male member or relative who gambled, losing money, houses, land and slaves. But that was different. A man could gamble himself to poverty and still be a gentleman, but a professional gambler could never be anything but an outcast.

假如他不是那样很有大丈夫妻慨，他的这种善于描述衣服、帽子和头饰的本领会被当做最精明的女性特点让人记住的。太太们每回向他提出关于流行服装款式和发型的问题时，连她们自己也觉得有点古怪，不过她们仍然这样做。他们与时髦世界完全隔绝了，就像那些遇难后流落在荒岛上的水手，因为很难看到通过封锁线进来的时装杂志呢。她们不见得知道，法国的太太们可能在剃头发和戴浣熊皮帽子了，于是他的关于那些俗丽衣服的记忆便成了《格迭斯妇女手册》的代用品。他能留意妇女最敏感的那些细节，而且每次出国旅行之后都会为一群妇女所包围，告诉她们今年帽子时兴小了，戴得高了，几乎遮盖着最大部分头顶，不过已不用花朵而用羽毛做装饰；告诉她们法国皇后晚上已不梳发髻，而是把头发几乎全堆在头顶上，将耳朵全露出来，同时晚礼服的领口又惊人地低下了。

Had it not been for the upset conditions due to the war and his own services to the Confederate government, Rhett Butler would never have been received in Atlanta. But now, even the most strait laced felt that patriotism called upon them to be more broad minded. The more sentimental were inclined to view that the black sheep of the Butler family had repented of his evil ways and was making an attempt to atone for his sins. So the ladies felt in duty bound to stretch a point, especially in the case of so intrepid a blockader. Everyone knew now that the fate of the Confederacy rested as much upon the skill of the blockade boats in eluding the Yankee fleet as it did upon the soldiers at the front.

这几个月他成了本城最出名和最富浪漫色彩的人物，纵然他的名声不好，纵然外面谣传说他不仅跑封锁线而且做粮食投机生意。那些不喜欢他的人说，他每到亚特兰大来跑一趟，食评价格就要上涨五美元。不过，即使有这种闲言碎语在背后流传，如果他认为值得的话，他还是可以保持自己的声望的。可是不，在他设法同那样沉着的爱国公民相处并赢得他们的尊重和不无怨言的喜爱以后，他身上那种怪癖的东西又发作起来，使得他抛弃了原来的态度而公然与他们作对，并让他们知道他原来只不过戴上了假面具，可现在不高兴再戴下去了。

Rumor had it that Captain Butler was one of the best pilots in the South and that he was reckless and utterly without nerves. Reared in Charleston, he knew every inlet, creek, shoal and rock of the Carolina coast near that port, and he was equally at home in the waters around Wilmington. He had never lost a boat or even been forced to dump a cargo. At the onset of the war, he had emerged from obscurity with enough money to buy a small swift boat and now, when blockaded goods realized two thousand per cent on each cargo, he owned four boats. He had good pilots and paid them well, and they slid out of Charleston and Wilmington on dark nights, bearing cotton for Nassau, England and Canada. The cotton mills of England were standing idle and the workers were starving, and any blockader who could outwit the Yankee fleet could command his own price in Liverpool. Rhett’s boats were singularly lucky both in taking out cotton for the Confederacy and bringing in the war materials for which the South was desperate. Yes, the ladies felt they could forgive and forget a great many things for such a brave man.

看来他好像对南方特别是南部联盟地区每个人每件事都怀有一种并非出于个人好恶的轻蔑，而且并不想隐瞒这一点。

He was a dashing figure and one that people turned to look at. He spent money freely, rode a wild black stallion, and wore clothes which were always the height of style and tailoring. The latter in itself was enough to attract attention to him, for the uniforms of the soldiers were dingy and worn now and the civilians, even when turned out in their best, showed skillful patching and darning. Scarlett thought she had never seen such elegant pants as he wore, fawn colored, shepherd’s plaid, and checked. As for his waistcoats, they were indescribably handsome, especially the white watered-silk one with tiny pink rosebuds embroidered on it. And he wore these garments with a still more elegant air as though unaware of their glory.

正是他那些对于南部联盟的评论，引起了亚特兰大人先是对他瞠目而视，接着是冷淡，最后就大为光火了。等不到进入１８６３年，每当他在集会上出现，男人们便以敬而远之的态度去应付他，妇女们则立即把她们的女儿叫到自己身边来了。

There were few ladies who could resist his charms when he chose to exert them, and finally even Mrs. Merriwether unbent and invited him to Sunday dinner.

他好像不仅很乐意跟亚特兰大人的诚恳而炽热的忠诚作对，而且高兴让自己以尽可能糟糕的形象出现。当人们善意地称赞他闯封锁线的勇敢行为时，他却漠然地回答说他每次遇到危险都像前线的士兵那样给吓坏了。可是人人都知道南部联盟军队中是没有胆小鬼的，因此觉得这种说法尤其可恶。

Maybelle Merriwether was to marry her little Zouave when he got his next furlough, and she cried every time she thought of it, for she had set her heart on marrying in a white satin dress and there was no white satin in the Confederacy. Nor could she borrow a dress, for the satin wedding dresses of years past had all gone into the making of battle flags. Useless for the patriotic Mrs. Merriwether to upbraid her daughter and point out that homespun was the proper bridal attire for a Confederate bride. Maybelle wanted satin. She was willing, even proud to go without hairpins and buttons and nice shoes and candy and tea for the sake of the Cause, but she wanted a satin wedding dress.

他经常把士兵称作"我们勇敢的小伙子"或"我们那些穿灰军服的英雄"，可说话时用的那种口气却流露出最大的侮辱。

Rhett, hearing of this from Melanie, brought in from England yards and yards of gleaming white satin and a lace veil and presented them to her as a wedding gift. He did it in such a way that it was unthinkable to even mention paying him for them, and Maybelle was so delighted she almost kissed him. Mrs. Merriwether knew that so expensive a gift—and a gift of clothing at that—was highly improper, but she could think of no way of refusing when Rhett told her in the most florid language that nothing was too good to deck the bride of one of our brave heroes. So Mrs. Merriwether invited him to dinner, feeling that this concession more than paid for the gift.

有时，那些很想跟他调调情的年轻姑娘们向他表示感谢，说他是为她们而战的一位英雄，他便躬身回答说事情并非如此，只要能赚到同样多的钱他也愿意为北方佬妇女办事。

He not only brought Maybelle the satin but he was able to give excellent hints on the making of the wedding dress. Hoops in Paris were wider this season and skirts were shorter. They were no longer ruffled but were gathered up in scalloped festoons, showing braided petticoats beneath. He said, too, that he had seen no pantalets on the streets, so he imagined they were “out.” Afterwards, Mrs. Merriwether told Mrs. Elsing she feared that if she had given him any encouragement at all, he would have told her exactly what kind of drawers were being worn by Parisiennes.

自从义卖会那天晚上思嘉头一次和他在亚特兰大相会之后，他一直是用这种态度跟她说话的，不过现在他与每个人交谈时也隐隐约约带有嘲讽的意味了。凡是人家称赞他为南部联盟效劳时，他总忘不了回答说跑封锁线是他的一桩买卖。

Had he been less obviously masculine, his ability to recall details of dresses, bonnets and coiffures would have been put down as the rankest effeminacy. The ladies always felt a little odd when they besieged him with questions about styles, but they did it nevertheless. They were as isolated from the world of fashion as shipwrecked mariners, for few books of fashion came through the blockade. For all they knew the ladies of France might be shaving their heads and wearing coonskin caps, so Rhett’s memory for furbelows was an excellent substitute for Godey’s Lady’s Book. He could and did notice details so dear to feminine hearts, and after each trip abroad he could be found in the center of a group of ladies, telling that bonnets were smaller this year and perched higher, covering most of the top of the head, that plumes and not flowers were being used to trim them, that the Empress of France had abandoned the chignon for evening wear and had her hair piled almost on the top of her head, showing all of her ears, and that evening frocks were shockingly low again.

他会用眼睛盯着那些与政府签有合同的人平静地说，要是能从政府合同中赚到同样多的钱，那么他肯定要放弃跑封锁线的危险，转而向南部联盟出售劣等的再生布、掺沙的白糖、发霉的面粉和腐烂的皮革了。

他的评论大多是无法争辩的，这就更叫人恼火了。本来就已经传出了一些关于政府合同的小小丑闻。来自前方的信件常常抱怨说，鞋穿不到一星期就坏了，弹药点不起火，缰绳一拉紧就断，肉是腐臭的，面粉里满是虫子，等等。亚特兰大人开始设想，那些向政府出售这种物资的人一定是亚拉巴马或弗吉尼亚或田纳西的合同商，而不可能是佐治亚人。因为佐治亚的合同商人中不是包括有最上等家庭的人吗？他们不是首先向医院捐献资金和帮抚阵亡士兵的孤儿了吗？他们不是最先起来响应、至少在口头上欢呼向北方佬开战，并且鼓励小伙子们去疯狂地厮杀吗？当时反对凭政府合同牟利的怒潮还没有兴起，所以瑞德的话也仅仅被当作他自己缺德的明证罢了。

For some months, he was the most popular and romantic figure the town knew, despite his previous reputation, despite the faint rumors that he was engaged not only in blockading but in speculating on foodstuffs, too. People who did not like him said that after every trip he made to Atlanta, prices jumped five dollars. But even with this under-cover gossip seeping about, he could have retained his popularity had he considered it worth retaining. Instead, it seemed as though, after trying the company of the staid and patriotic citizens and winning their respect and grudging liking, something perverse in him made him go out of his way to affront them and show them that his conduct had been only a masquerade and one which no longer amused him.

他与亚特兰大人作对时，不仅暗示那些身居高位的人贪污受贿，在前方的人也胆小厌战，而且幸灾乐祸地施展手段，叫一般体面的市民也处于十分尴尬的境地。他禁不住要狠狠刺一下周围那些人的自负、伪善和神气十足的爱国心，就像一个孩子忍不住手痒要刺破一个气球似的。他巧妙地叫那些洋洋得意的人泄气，叫那些愚昧无知和满怀偏见的人出丑，而采用的手法又十分高明，仿佛十分客气而有趣的把这些人请了出来，叫他们一时还莫名其妙，直到给吹得高高而有点可笑的迎风出现在大庭广众之中，才知道是怎么回事了。

It was as though he bore an impersonal contempt for everyone and everything in the South, the Confederacy in particular, and toot no pains to conceal it. It was his remarks about the Confederacy that made Atlanta look at him first in bewilderment, then coolly and then with hot rage. Even before 1862 passed into 1863, men were bowing to him with studied frigidity and women beginning to draw their daughters to their sides when he appeared at a gathering.

在亚特兰大城接待瑞德的那几个月中，思嘉对他没有存任何幻想。她知道，他那些假意的殷勤和花言巧语都是嘴皮子上的东西。她知道，他之所以扮演一个大胆而爱国的闯封锁线的角色，仅仅因为他自己觉得有趣而已。有时她觉得他就像县里那些跟她一起长大的小伙子那样，比如，塔尔顿家那对专门想开玩笑的孪生兄弟，方丹家那几个喜欢捉弄人的顽皮孩子，以及整晚坐在那里设计恶作剧的卡尔弗特兄弟。不过他跟他们有一点不同，那就是在瑞德看似轻松愉快的神态背后潜藏着某种恶意，它几乎阴险到了有点残忍的地步。

He seemed to take pleasure not only in affronting the sincere and red-hot loyalties of Atlanta but in presenting himself in the worst possible light. When well-meaning people complimented him on his bravery in running the blockade, he blandly replied that he was always frightened when in danger, as frightened as were the brave boys at the front. Everyone knew there had never been a cowardly Confederate soldier and they found this statement peculiarly irritating. He always referred to the soldiers as “our brave boys” and “our heroes in gray” and did it in such a way as to convey the utmost in insult. When daring young ladies, hoping for a flirtation, thanked him for being one of the heroes who fought for them, he bowed and declared that such was not the case, for he would do the same thing for Yankee women if the same amount of money were involved.

她尽管十分清楚他不是诚心的，但仍然非常喜欢他扮演的那个浪漫的封锁线冒险家。因为这首先使得她在同他交往时处于比过去更加便当的地位。所以，当他一旦取下那个假面具、公然摆出架势来跟亚特兰大人的善意作对时，她便大为恼火了。她感到恼火，是因为这种做法显得十分愚蠢，而且有些对他的严厉批评落到了她的身上。

Since Scarlett’s first meeting with him in Atlanta on the night of the bazaar, he had talked with her in this manner, but now mere was a thinly veiled note of mockery in his conversations with everyone. When praised for his services to the Confederacy, he unfailingly replied that blockading was a business with him. If he could make as much money out of government contracts, he would say, picking out with his eyes those who had government contracts, then he would certainly abandon the hazards of blockading and take to selling shoddy cloth, sanded sugar, spoiled flour and rotten leather to the Confederacy.

那是在埃尔辛太太为康复伤兵举行的一次银元音乐会上，瑞德完成了自己与亚特兰大绝交的过程。那天下午埃尔辛家挤满了休假的士兵和来自医院的人，乡团和民兵队的队员，以及已婚妇女、寡妇和年轻姑娘。屋子里所有的椅子都坐满了。连长长的螺旋形楼梯上也站满了客人。埃尔辛家的膳食总管站在门口端着一只刻花玻璃缸接受客人捐赠，他已把里面的银币倒出过两次，这足以说明音乐会是成功的，因为现在每个银元值６０元南部联盟纸币呢。

Most of his remarks were unanswerable, which made them all the worse. There had already been minor scandals about those holding government contracts. Letters from men at the front complained constantly of shoes that wore out in a week, gunpowder that would not ignite, harness that snapped at any strain, meat that was rotten and flour that was full of weevils. Atlanta people tried to think that the men who sold such stuff to the government must be contract holders from Alabama or Virginia or Tennessee, and not Georgians. For did not the Georgia contract holders include men from the very best families? Were they not the first to contribute to the hospital funds and to the aid of soldiers’ orphans? Were they not the first to cheer at “Dixie” and the most rampant seekers, in oratory at least, for Yankee blood? The full tide of fury against those profiteering on government contracts had not yet risen, and Rhett’s words were taken merely as evidence of his own bad breeding.

每个自命有一艺之长的姑娘，都唱的唱了，弹的弹了，特别是扮演活人画的受到了热烈的欢迎。思嘉十分满意，因为她不仅跟媚兰合唱了一曲感人的《花上露浓》，又在要求再唱时来了个更加轻快的《女士们啊，请别管斯蒂芬！罚宜约夯贡惶粞〕隼丛谧詈笠怀』钊嘶锇缪萘*"南部联盟的精神"。

He not only affronted the town with insinuations of venality on the part of men in high places and slurs on the courage of the men in the field, but he took pleasure in tricking the dignified citizenry into embarrassing situations. He could no more resist pricking the conceits, the hypocrisies and the flamboyant patriotism of those about him than a small boy can resist putting a pin into a balloon. He neatly deflated the pompous and exposed the ignorant and the bigoted, and he did it in such subtle ways, drawing his victims out by his seemingly courteous interest, that they never were quite certain what had happened until they stood exposed as windy, high flown and slightly ridiculous.

她表演得非常动人，穿一件缝得很朴素的白色稀松棉布的希腊式长袍，腰上束一条红蓝两色的带子，一只手里擎着星条旗，另一只手拿着查尔斯和他父亲用过的那把金柄军刀授予跪在面前位置的亚拉巴马人凯里·阿什伯恩队长。

During the months when the town accepted him, Scarlett had been under no illusions about him. She knew that his elaborate gallantries and his florid speeches were all done with his tongue in his cheek. She knew that he was acting the part of the dashing and patriotic blockade runner simply because it amused him. Sometimes he seemed to her like the County boys with whom she had grown up, the wild Tarleton twins with their obsession for practical jokes: the devil-inspired Fontaines, teasing, mischievous; the Calverts who would sit up all night planning hoaxes. But there was a difference, for beneath Rhett’s seeming lightness there was something malicious, almost sinister in its suave brutality.

演完活人画以后，她不由得要寻找瑞德的眼睛，看看他是否欣赏她所扮的这幅精美的图画。她烦恼地看见他正跟别人辩论，很可能压根儿没有注意她。思嘉从他周围那些人的脸色可以看出，他们被他所说的什么话大大激怒了。

Though she was thoroughly aware of his insincerity, she much preferred him in the role of the romantic blockader. For one thing, it made her own situation in associating with him so much easier than it had been at first. So, she was intensely annoyed when he dropped his masquerade and set out apparently upon a deliberate campaign to alienate Atlanta’s good will. It annoyed her because it seemed foolish and also because some of the harsh criticism directed at him fell on her.

她向他们走去，这时，像往往发生的那样，人群偶尔安静了一些，她听见民兵装束的威利·吉南清楚地说：“先生，那么我想，你的意思是我们的英雄们为之牺牲的那个正义并不是神圣的罗？”“假如你给火车轧死了，你的死不见得会使铁路公司神圣起来，是吗？”瑞德这样反问，那声音听起来好像他在虚心讨教似的。

It was at Mrs. Elsing’s silver musicale for the benefit of the convalescents that Rhett signed his final warrant of ostracism. That afternoon the Elsing home was crowded with soldiers on leave and men from the hospitals, members of the Home Guard and the militia unit, and matrons, widows and young girls. Every chair in the house was occupied, and even the long winding stair was packed with guests. The large cut-glass bowl held at the door by the Elsings’ butler had been emptied twice of its burden of silver coins: That in itself was enough to make the affair a success, for now a dollar in silver was worth sixty dollars in Confederate paper money.

“先生，"威利说，声音有点颤抖，"如果我们此刻不是在这所房子里----”“我真不敢想象那会发生什么，"瑞德说。"当然喽，你的勇敢是十分有名的。"威利气得满脸通红，谈话到此中止。人人都觉得很尴尬。

Every girl with any pretense to accomplishments had sung or played the piano, and the tableaux vivants had been greeted with flattering applause. Scarlett was much pleased with herself, for not only had she and Melanie rendered a touching duet, “When the Dew Is on the Blossom,” followed as an encore by the more sprightly “Oh, Lawd, Ladies, Don’t Mind Stephen!” but she had also been chosen to represent the Spirit of the Confederacy in the last tableau.

威利是健康而强壮的，而且正当参军年龄，可是没有到前线去。的确，他是他母亲的独生子，而且毕竟还得有人参加民兵来保卫这个州嘛。不过，当瑞德说到勇敢时，在场那几位康复的军官中便有人在鄙夷地窃笑了。

She had looked most fetching, wearing a modestly draped Greek robe of white cheesecloth girdled with red and blue and holding the Stars and Bars in one hand, while with the other she stretched out to the kneeling Captain Carey Ashburn, of Alabama, the gold-hilted saber which had belonged to Charles and his father.

“唔，他干吗不闭其他那张嘴呢！”思嘉生气地想。"他简直是在糟踏整个集会呀！"米德大夫的眉头皱得要发火了。

When her tableau was over, she could not help seeking Rhett’s eyes to see if he had appreciated the pretty picture she made. With a feeling of exasperation she saw that he was in an argument and probably had not even noticed her. Scarlett could see by the faces of the group surrounding him that they were infuriated by what he was saying.

“年轻人，对你来说，世界上没有什么神圣的，"他以经常演讲时用的那种声调说。"不过，有许多事物对于南方爱国的先生太太们是神圣的呢。比如，我们的土地不受篡权者统治的自由，便是一种，还有一种是州权，以及----"瑞德好像懒得答理似的，声音中也带有一点腻味乃至厌烦的感觉。

She made her way toward them and, in one of those odd silences which sometimes fall on a gathering, she heard Willie Guinan, of the militia outfit, say plainly: “Do I understand, sir, that you mean the Cause for which our heroes have died is not sacred?”

“一切战争都是神圣的，"他说。"对于那些硬要打仗的人来说就是这样。如果发动战争的人不把战争奉为神圣，那谁还那么愚蠢要去打仗呢？但是，无论演说家们对那些打仗的白痴喊出什么样的口号，无论他们给战争订出什么样的崇高的目的，战争从来就只有一个原因。那就是钱。一切战争实际上都是关于钱的争吵。可是很少有人明白这一点。人们的耳朵被军号声和战声以及呆在这的演说家们的漂亮言辞塞得太满了。有时喊的口号是'把基督的坟墓从异教徒手中夺回来！'，有时是'打倒教皇制度！'，有的是'棉花，奴隶制和州权！ '，有时是'自由'。”“这和教皇制度有什么相干呢？"思嘉心里想。"还有基督的坟墓，又怎么啦？"可是当她急忙向那愤怒的一群走去时，她看见瑞德正穿过人群得意洋洋地走向门口。她跟在他后面，但埃尔辛太太一把抓住她的裙子，拦阻她。

“If you were run over by a railroad train your death wouldn’t sanctify the railroad company, would it?” asked Rhett, and his voice sounded as if he were humbly seeking information.

“让他走吧，"她用清清楚楚的声音说，这使得屋子里突然沉默下来的人群都听见了。" 让他走。他简直是个卖国贼、投机家！他是我们怀里养育过的一条毒蛇！”瑞德手里拿着帽子，站在门厅里，正如埃尔辛太太所希望的那样听见了她的话，然后转过身来，向屋里的人打量了一会。他锐利地逼视着埃尔辛太太平板的胸脯，突然咧嘴一笑，鞠了个躬，走出去了。

“Sir,” said Willie, his voice shaking, “if we were not under this roof—”

梅里韦瑟太太搭皮蒂姑妈的马车回家，四位女士几乎还没坐下，她便发作了。

“I tremble to think what would happen,” said Rhett. “For, of course, your bravery is too well known.”

“皮蒂帕特·汉密尔顿！你瞧，我想你该感到满意了吧！”“满意什么？”皮蒂惊恐地喊道。

Willie went scarlet and all conversation ceased. Everyone was embarrassed. Willie was strong and healthy and of military age and yet he wasn’t at the front. Of course, he was the only boy his mother had and, after all, somebody had to be in the militia to protect the state. But there were a few irreverent snickers from convalescent officers when Rhett spoke of bravery.

“对那个你一直在庇护的卑鄙男人巴特勒的德行呀！"皮蒂帕特一听就急了，气得竟想不起梅里韦瑟太太也招待过巴特勒这回事。倒是思嘉和媚兰想了起来，可是按照尊敬长辈的规矩，她们只得忍着不去计较，都低下头来瞧着自己的手。”他不只侮辱了我们大家，还侮辱了整个南部联盟呢，"梅里韦瑟太太说。她那结实的前胸在发光的镶边衣饰下猛烈地起伏着。"说什么我们是在为金钱而战！说什么我们的领袖们欺骗了我们！是的，应该把他关进监狱！就是应该！我要跟米德大夫谈谈这件事。要是梅里韦瑟先生还活着的话，他准备去收拾他的！现在，皮蒂·汉密尔顿，你听我说。你可决不能让这个流氓再到你们家来了！” “嗯。"皮蒂没奈何地咕囔着，仿佛她觉得无地自容，还不如死了的好。她祈求似的望着那两位低头不语的姑娘，然后又满怀希望地看看彼得大叔那挺直的脊背。她知道他正在仔细听着梅里韦瑟太太说的每一句话，巴不得他回过头来插上几句，像他经常做的那样。她希望他说：“多丽小姐，您就放过皮蒂小姐算了！"可是彼得一声不响。他从心底里不喜欢巴特勒，这是可怜的皮蒂也知道的。于是，她叹了口气，说：“多丽，好吧，如果你认为----” “我就这样认为，"梅里韦瑟太太坚决回答说。”首先，我不能想象你中的什么邪竟去接待其他来了。从今天下午起，城里没有哪个体面人家会欢迎他进家门了。你得鼓起勇气禁止他到你家来。"她向两位姑娘狠狠地瞪了一眼。"我希望你们俩也留心听我的话，"她继续说。" 因为你们在这个错误中也有份儿，竟对他显得那样高兴！就是要客气而又毫不含糊地告诉他，他本人和他的那些混帐话在你们家里是绝对不受欢迎的。"像匹烈马受到一个陌生而粗笨的骑手摆弄似的，这时思嘉火了，眼看要暴跳起来了。可是她不敢开口。她不能冒这个风险让梅里韦瑟太太再给母亲写封信去。

“Oh, why doesn’t he keep his mouth shut!” thought Scarlett indignantly. “He’s simply spoiling the whole party!”

“你这头老水牛！"她想，压在心头的怒火把脸憋得通红。

Dr. Meade’s brows were thunderous.

“要是我能说说我对你和你那套横行霸道的做法是多么恶心的话，那才是天大的快事呢！”“我没想到这辈子还能听到这种公然反叛我们主义的话，"梅里韦瑟太太继续说，但这次用的是一种激于义愤的口气"凡是认为我们的主义不公正不神圣的人，都应该绞死！

“Nothing may be sacred to you, young man,” he said, in the voice he always used when making speeches. “But there are many things sacred to the patriotic men and ladies of the South. And the freedom of our land from the usurper is one and States’ Rights is another and—”

从今以后，我再不愿听你们两个女孩子跟他说一句话了。----怎么，媚兰，我的天，你这是怎么了？"媚兰脸色灰白，两只眼睛瞪得圆圆的。

Rhett looked lazy and his voice had a silky, almost bored, note.

“我还要跟他说话，"她低声说。"我决不对他粗暴无礼。

“All wars are sacred,” he said. “To those who have to fight them. If the people who started wars didn’t make them sacred, who would be foolish enough to fight? But, no matter what rallying cries the orators give to the idiots who fight, no matter what noble purposes they assign to wars, there is never but one reason for a war. And that is money. All wars are in reality money squabbles. But so few people ever realize it. Their ears are too full of bugles and drums and the fine words from stay-at-home orators. Sometimes the rallying cry is ‘Save the Tomb of Christ from the Heathen!’ Sometimes it’s ‘Down with Popery!’ and sometimes ‘Liberty!’ and sometimes ‘Cotton, Slavery and States’ Rights!’ ”

我决不禁止他到家里来。”

“What on earth has the Pope to do with it?” thought Scarlett. “Or Christ’s tomb, either?”

梅里韦瑟太太平得仿佛给当胸刺了一锥子，噗的一声连肺都炸了。皮蒂姑妈那张肥厚的嘴巴吓得合不拢来，连彼得大叔都回过头瞪着眼发呆了。

But as she hurried toward the incensed group, she saw Rhett bow jauntily and start toward the doorway through the crowd. She started after him but Mrs. Elsing caught her skirt and held her.

“怎的，我为什么就没勇气说这话呢？"思嘉心里很不是滋味，又是妒忌又是佩服。"怎么这小兔子居然鼓足勇气站起来了，跟人家老太太抬杠了？"媚兰激动得两手发抖，但她赶紧继续说下去，好像生怕稍一迟缓勇气就会消失似的。

“Let him go,” she said in a clear voice that carried throughout the tensely quiet room. “Let him go. He is a traitor, a speculator! He is a viper that we have nursed to our bosoms!”

“我决不因他说了那些话而对他无礼，因为----他那么当众嚷嚷，是有点粗鲁的----太欠考虑了----不过那也是----也是艾希礼的想法。我不能把一个跟艾希礼有同样看法的人拒之门外，那是不公道的。"梅里韦瑟太太已缓过起来，又要进攻了。

Rhett, standing in the hall, his hat in his hand, heard as he was intended to hear and, turning, surveyed the room for a moment. He looked pointedly at Mrs. Elsing’s flat bosom, grinned suddenly and, bowing, made his exit.

“我还从没听人说过这样的弥天大谎呢！媚兰·汉密尔顿，威尔克斯家可决没有这样的胆小鬼----”“我没说艾希礼是胆小鬼呀！"媚兰说，她那两只眼睛在开始闪烁。"我是说他也有巴特勒船长那样的想法，只是说得不一样罢了。而且我想，他也不会跑到一个音乐会上去说，不过他在信里是对我说过的。"思嘉听了觉得有点良心不安。她回想艾希礼在信中究竟写了些什么使得媚兰发表这样的看法呢？可是她读过的那些信都随看随忘，一点印象也没有留下。她只认定媚兰这样做简直是糊涂极了。

“艾希礼在信中说我们不该跟北方佬打仗。说我们被那些政治家和演说家的煽动人心的口号和平见所蒙骗了，"媚兰急急地说下去。"他说世界上没有任何东西值得我们在这场战争中付出如此大的代价。他说这里根本没有什么光荣可言----有的只是苦难和肮脏而已。” “啊！是那封信，"思嘉心想。"他是这样的意思吗？”“我不相信这些，"梅里韦瑟太太固执地说。"是你误解了他的意思。”“我永远不会误解艾希礼，"媚兰冷静地回答，尽管她的嘴唇在颤抖。"我完全了解他。他的意思恰恰就是巴特勒船长说的那个意思，只不过他没有说得那样粗鲁罢了。”“你应当为自己感到羞耻，居然把一个像艾希礼这样高尚的人去跟一个像巴特勒那样的流氓相比！我想，你大概也认为我们的主义一钱不值吧！”“我----我不明白自己是怎么想的，"媚兰犹疑不定地说，这时火气渐渐消了，而对于自己的直言不讳已开始感到惊慌。

Mrs. Merriwether rode home in Aunt Pitty’s carriage, and scarcely had the four ladies seated themselves when she exploded.

“就像艾希礼那样，我----愿意为主义而死。不过----我的意思是----我的意思是，要让男人们去想这些事，因为他们毕竟精明得多。”“我还从没听说过这样的话呢。"梅里韦瑟太太用鼻子哼了一声，轻蔑地说。"彼得大叔，停车，你都过了我们家门口了。"彼得大叔一直在专心听着背后的谈话，因此忘记在梅里韦瑟家门前停车了。于是只得勒着马退回来。梅里韦瑟太太下了车，她的帽带像风暴中的船帆飘得高高的。

“There now, Pittypat Hamilton! I hope you are satisfied!”

“你们是要后悔的。"她说。

“With what?” cried Pitty, apprehensively.

彼得大叔抽一鞭子，马又向前跑了。

“With the conduct of that wretched Butler man you’ve been harboring.”

“让皮蒂小姐气成了这样，你们两位年轻小姐应当感到羞耻。"他责备说。

Pittypat fluttered, too upset by the accusation to recall that Mrs. Merriwether had also been Rhett Butler’s hostess on several occasions. Scarlett and Melanie thought of this, but bred to politeness to their elders, refrained from remarking on the matter. Instead they studiously looked down at their mittened hands.

“我并不觉得难受呀，"皮蒂惊讶地回答，因为比这更轻的紧张情绪还常常使她发晕呢。"媚兰，亲爱的，我知道你这一着及时帮助了我，因为说真的，我很高兴有人来把多丽压一下，她多么霸道呀！你怎么会有这股勇气的？可是你觉得你应当说关于艾希礼的那些话吗？”“可那是真的，"媚兰回答，同时开始轻轻地哭泣起来。

“He insulted us all and the Confederacy too,” said Mrs. Merriwether, and her stout bust heaved violently beneath its glittering passementerie trimmings. “Saying that we were fighting for money! Saying that our leaders had lied to us! He should be put in jail. Yes, he should. I shall speak to Dr. Meade about it. If Mr. Merriwether were only alive, he’d tend to him! Now, Pitty Hamilton, you listen to me. You mustn’t ever let that scamp come into your house again!”

“而且我也并不觉得他那样想有什么可耻。他认为战争完全错了，可是他仍然愿意去打，去牺牲，这就比你认为正当而去打时需要更大的勇气。”“我的天，媚兰小姐，你别在这桃树街哭了，"彼得大叔咕囔着，一面赶着马加快速度。"人家会说闲话的。回到家里再哭吧。"思嘉一声不响，这时媚兰将一只手塞进了她的手里，好像在寻求安慰似的，可是她连捏都没捏它一下。她偷看艾希礼的信时只有一个目的----要让自己相信他仍然爱她。现在媚兰对信中的一些段落作了新的解释，可这是思嘉阅读时压根儿没有看出来的。这使她大吃一惊地发现，原来一个像艾希礼这样绝对完美的人，也居然会跟一个像瑞德·巴特勒那样的无赖汉抱有共同的看法呢。她想：“他们两个都看清了这场战争的实质，但艾希礼愿意去为它牺牲，而瑞德不愿意。我觉得这表示瑞德的见识是高明的。"想到这里她停了一会，发觉自己居然对艾希礼有这样的看法而害怕起来。"他们两个看见了同一件不愉快的事实，但是瑞德·巴特勒喜欢正面逼视它，并且公然谈论它来激怒人们----而艾希礼呢，却几乎不敢正视。"这真是叫人迷惑不解啊！

“Oh,” mumbled Pitty, helplessly, looking as if she wished she were dead. She looked appealingly at the two girls who kept their eyes cast down and then hopefully toward Uncle Peter’s erect back. She knew he was listening attentively to every word and she hoped he would turn and take a hand in the conversation, as he frequently did. She hoped he would say: “Now, Miss Dolly, you let Miss Pitty be,” but Peter made no move. He disapproved heartily of Rhett Butler and poor Pitty knew it. She sighed and said: “Well, Dolly, if you think—”

“I do think,” returned Mrs. Merriwether firmly. “I can’t imagine what possessed you to receive him in the first place. After this afternoon, there won’t be a decent home in town that he’ll be welcome in. Do get up some gumption and forbid him your house.”

She turned a sharp eye on the girls. “I hope you two are marking my words,” she continued, “for it’s partly your fault, being so pleasant to him. Just tell him politely but firmly that his presence and his disloyal talk are distinctly unwelcome at your house.”

By this time Scarlett was boiling, ready to rear like a horse at the touch of a strange rough hand on its bridle. But she was afraid to speak. She could not risk Mrs. Merriwether writing another letter to her mother.

“You old buffalo!” she thought, her face crimson with suppressed fury. “How heavenly it would be to tell you just what I think of you and your bossy ways!”

“I never thought to live long enough to hear such disloyal words spoken of our Cause,” went on Mrs. Merriwether, by this time in a ferment of righteous anger. “Any man who does not think our Cause is just and holy should be hanged! I don’t want to hear of you two girls ever even speaking to him again— For Heaven’s sake, Melly, what ails you?”

Melanie was white and her eyes were enormous.

“I will speak to him again,” she said in a low voice. “I will not be rude to him. I will not forbid him the house.”

Mrs. Merriwether’s breath went out of her lungs as explosively as though she had been punched. Aunt Pitty’s fat mouth popped open and Uncle Peter turned to stare.

“Now, why didn’t I have the gumption to say that?” thought Scarlett, jealousy mixing with admiration. “How did that little rabbit ever get up spunk enough to stand up to old lady Merriwether?”

Melanie’s hands were shaking but she went on hurriedly, as though fearing her courage would fail her if she delayed.

“I won’t be rude to him because of what he said, because— It was rude of him to say it out loud—most ill advised—but it’s—it’s what Ashley thinks. And I can’t forbid the house to a man who thinks what my husband thinks. It would be unjust.”

Mrs. Merriwether’s breath had come back and she charged.

“Melly Hamilton, I never heard such a lie in all my life! There was never a Wilkes who was a coward—”

“I never said Ashley was a coward,” said Melanie, her eyes beginning to flash. “I said he thinks what Captain Butler thinks, only he expresses it in different words. And he doesn’t go around saying it at musicales, I hope. But he has written it to me.”

Scarlett’s guilty conscience stirred as she tried to recall what Ashley might have written that would lead Melanie to make such a statement, but most of the letters she had read had gone out of her head as soon as she finished reading them. She believed Melanie had simply taken leave of her senses.

“Ashley wrote me that we should not be fighting the Yankees. And that we have been betrayed into it by statesmen and orators mouthing catchwords and prejudices,” said Melly rapidly. “He said nothing in the world was worth what this war was going to do to us. He said here wasn’t anything at all to glory—it was just misery and dirt.”

“Oh! That letter,” thought Scarlett. “Was that what he meant?”

“I don’t believe it,” said Mrs. Merriwether firmly. “You misunderstood his meaning.”

“I never misunderstand Ashley,” Melanie replied quietly, though her lips were trembling. “I understand him perfectly. He meant exactly what Captain Butler meant, only he didn’t say it in a rude way.”

“You should be ashamed of yourself, comparing a fine man like Ashley Wilkes to a scoundrel like Captain Butler! I suppose you, too, think the Cause is nothing!”

“I—I don’t know what I think,” Melanie began uncertainly, her fire deserting her and panic at her outspokenness taking hold of her. “I—I’d die for the Cause, like Ashley would. But—I mean—I mean, I’ll let the men folks do the thinking, because they are so much smarter.”

“I never heard the like,” snorted Mrs. Merriwether. “Stop, Uncle Peter, you’re driving past my house!”

Uncle Peter, preoccupied with the conversation behind him, had driven past the Merriwether carriage block and he backed up the horse. Mrs. Merriwether alighted, her bonnet ribbons shaking like sails in a storm.

“You’ll be sorry,” she said.

Uncle Peter whipped up the horse.

“You young misses ought ter tek shame, gittin’ Miss Pitty in a state,” he scolded.

“I’m not in a state,” replied Pitty, surprisingly, for less strain than this had frequently brought on fainting fits. “Melly, honey, I knew you were doing it just to take up for me and, really, I was glad to see somebody take Dolly down a peg. She’s so bossy. How did you have the courage? But do you think you should have said that about Ashley?”

“But it’s true,” answered Melanie and she began to cry softly. “And I’m not ashamed that he thinks that way. He thinks the war is all wrong but he’s willing to fight and die anyway, and that takes lots more courage than fighting for something you think is right.”

“Lawd, Miss Melly, doan cry hyah on Peachtree Street,” groaned Uncle Peter, hastening his horse’s pace. “Folks’ll talk sumpin’ scan’lous. Wait till us gits home.”

Scarlett said nothing. She did not even squeeze the hand that Melanie had inserted into her palm for comfort. She had read Ashley’s letters for only one purpose—to assure herself that he still loved her. Now Melanie had given a new meaning to passages in the letters which Scarlett’s eyes had barely seen. It shocked her to realize that anyone as absolutely perfect as Ashley could have any thought in common with such a reprobate as Rhett Butler. She thought: “They both see the truth of this war, but Ashley is willing to die about it and Rhett isn’t. I think that shows Rhett’s good sense.” She paused a moment, horror struck that she could have such a thought about Ashley. “They both see the same unpleasant truth, but Rhett likes to look it in the face and enrage people by talking about it—and Ashley can hardly bear to face it”

It was very bewildering.